Broken A Zarry Fanfiction

Chapter 50

Harry's Pov:

I can't believe he was gone, still can't come to terms with it.

It had been about a month.

It was hard, and it wasn't getting any easier.

But at least his Mom, had been locked up in jail.

Because of me finding the pill bottle, she had gotten charged with a murder charge.

It had a perfect finger print on it, she had claimed insanity.

That would have worked, except she had voluntarily went off of her medication.

So that defense went right out of the window.

I had been hanging out with Zayn's Dad sometimes to cope.

It helped a little.

I wouldn't go to therapy.

I wasn't crazy, just a little depressed.

Now I knew how Zayn had felt.

It wasn't the same without him around.

Everything was a struggle, most days I didn't want to get out of bed.

But I had to keep reminding myself, Zayn would want me to get on with my life.

There was no way I could just forget him though.

I wished it was that easy.

I would after school, go through my phone, to see Zayn's face.

I knew it was unhealthy to dwell on things.

School sucked ass.

I pushed everyone away, and my grades were in the shitter.

All my teachers told me, if I didn't get my act together, I would have to repeat the grade.

But I honestly could care less.

The pain left a hole in my heart.

Like a jagged piece of glass, cutting through me.

It hurt every time I moved, or even imagined Zayn.

It was unbearable.

I can't do this.

Zayn was my rock, my everything.