Broken A Zarry Fanfiction

Chapter 28

Zayn's Pov:

I woke up the next morning, and rubbed the sleep from my eyes.

My stuff was all on top of me, and my arms were freezing.

I took my leather jacket from under me, and shoved my arms through it.

People stared at me of course, but I didn't care.

I would always be alone, that's just how it would have to be.

I had let Harry in, and look what had happened.

I had destroyed a good human being, all because my insecurities had gotten the best of me.

And also my fear.

I wished I was stronger, but I would take it one step at a time.

I wouldn't relapse no matter what.

I dusted myself off, and walked back down to the cafe.

I had a couple of dollars left, and that was when I saw the help wanted sign in the window.

I would spend my last few dollars, and fill out a application.

Wouldn't hurt to try.

Even though they would probably reject me, because I didn't have an address as of now.

But I would just put my home, before I had ran away.

Who was going to find out?

I had a fake id, to cash my checks, if I got hired.

So smiling to myself, I sipped my drink, and looked down at the application.

My breathing became a little shallow, because filling this out was giving me major anxiety.

I didn't know alot of answers to these questions.

Breath Zayn breath not here.

I mumble to myself, and want to rip my hair out.

Instead I run a hand through it, and make it even messier than before.

"You okay over here?," A barista asks, seeing my panicked face.

"Fine," I mumble shyly, not looking into his or her eyes.

I couldn't tell if it was a guy or girl.