his love sounds like a Sufjan Stevens song,
It has me wondering of the mysteries it might hold, if it's even real
It is when you're dancing in slow motion and you don't even recognize yourself, that you realize love is not all that bad.
When you ask me wether I would like to become a rose that never feel sadness or a lily that feels everything at once
A lily that feels everything at once sounds better than a rose that feels nothing but happiness, because to me sadness is beautiful
Knowing that I can create tears after a broken heart is more comforting than knowing that a broken heart will have no effect on me
I gave you all of my pedals, so you can cover them in resin and make them a necklace for protection
The last time I loved you was not the day you left,
the last time I loved you was seconds ago when the feelings of sonder hit me like a thousand winds
I realized that you were aware of your actions,
you left me to dry and die,
without feeling any remorse.
I leave you with the knowledge of knowing that even if it was for a second, I recognized you as a living soul
A living soul that I shared moments of laughter, sadness, anger, and love.
I realized that my love for you was no longer alive, when the thought of you no longer made me sad.
I'm going away this summer and I will never see you again
I'll disappear like the leaves during fall
I'll stay in your mind like a childhood memory that is not quite there, it's too blurry to even recognize if it was even real.
"I have loved you for the last time, visions of Gideon" - Sufjan Stevens
(I love this poem)
