Levi got back to camp seconds after Eren and the others did. Eren glanced over at Levi, seeing him hold you as you layed motionless. "W- what happened?!" Eren yelled, running over to you. "I found her swimming in her own pool of blood on a rock. She must've got attacked by something." He murmured, signalling down at your chest. Eren stared down in terror at the large slit formed across your chest, covered by bandages as your blood seeped through them. His lips trembled at the sight. "Move out of my Jeager. She'll die if she doesn't get help soon." Levi semi-yelled. Eren growled and stepped aside. He stared as Levi walked away, a million thoughts overwhelming him. 'Was it my fault this happened?' 'I shouldn't of left her.' 'If I never left her, she would've been ok.' Eren's breaths turned from light and steady to heavy and paced. He put one hand on his heart and the other on the wall to support himself from falling as he started to hyperventilate. Erwin saw the state Eren was in and left Connie with Sasha in the medical tent, running over to Eren to help him. "Eren. Eren listen to me. Deep breaths." Erwin sat Eren on the floor, seeing that Eren was weak at this moment. "I'm not loosing another cadet today." Erwin whispered under his breath, supporting Eren.
Meanwhile with Levi...
Levi rushed you into the medical tent, blood dripping from your cold body. Levi didn't even care that his hands were covered in your blood, he just wanted to save you. A few nurses ran over and placed you onto a trolley bed. Two of the nurses rolled you away, Levi staring at you. Although Levi looked pretty calm, he panicked on the inside. He'd lost too many people in his life, he wouldn't be able to handle it if he lost one more person he cared about. He'd break.
2 hours later
"You're awake!" Eren semi-shouts. You squint your eyes open, a bright white light in your eyes, however, Eren hovers over you and blocks it. Levi was stood the other side of the door, listening in on you and Eren talking. "I'm so glad you're okay. I love you so much." Levi heard Eren say that and looks into the door window and sees you kiss Eren. His heart shattered right then and there. You was the one person he wanted to be with, but you liked someone else. Of coarse he was upset and heartbroken at what he just witnessed, and couldn't stand the fact that you liked Eren and not him. But Levi loved you enough to know that you was happy with Eren. And Levi only wanted to make you happy. "So..who brought me here?" You asked, raising an eyebrow. "You was saved." Eren smiled. You looked up and asked who saved you. "It was-" "Eren." Levi sharply said walking in. "Huh-" Eren looked at Levi confused, but only got a small nod back from Levi. "Eren found you and brought you here." Your face lit up as you kissed Eren. Levi looked down trying to hold back a tear forming in his eye, he didn't want to look vulnerable. "Thank you Eren..." you smiled even more, Levi looked over to you to see that smile on your face, he wished he could make you smile like that. But he couldn't. Only Eren could. Levi wanted to see you smile so he knew that if he gave Eren the gratitude of saving you, even though he did, it would make you more happier. Eren saw what Levi was doing and smiled slightly. "Get some rest y/n, we'll talk in the morning." Eren gave you one last smile and a kiss on your forehead before walking out the room with Levi. "Why did you tell y/n I saved her?" Eren immediately questioned Levi. He sighed. "Well, I see how y/n acts around you..and I know this sounds weird coming from me but when you're with her, she has that different type of smile. I- I can't explain it. But it's just she's happier with you. And I knew she'd be happier if she learnt that you saved her-" "But I didn't. You did and-" "Eren. You saved her ok? You'll tell her that you saved her, don't give me that gratitude. She'll be happier at the thought of you saving her. I know she will. Have a good night Jeager." Levi gives him one last nod before walking out of the medical tent, his head hanging low. Eren never expected that side of Levi to come out. That nicer side of him that Eren thought he never had, but he was happy. Levi was trying to make Eren look good in front of you, because he knew that it would make you smile. It even made Eren smile.
~play this song for this part of the chapter to understand it~ -talking to the moon by Bruno Mars-
Eren turned and started walking past all the rooms before making it to one of them. Sashas medical room. He opened the door slightly and saw Connie hugging Sasha, crying. The nurse stood next to him with a frown on her face. "What happened?" Eren questioned. "Is she alive?" "Unfortunately that's not the case. She...didn't make it. I'm so so sorry for your loss." The nurse held her clipboard to her chest with a sad expression as she walked out the room. Connie's cries were quite, but you could hear the pain in them. He was so torn. "Why did she have to leave so damn early?!" Connie yelled shakily. Eren placed his hand on connies shoulder, patting it. "Hey, she hasn't left Connie. Just think. She might not be here...but she is...here." Eren gave him a comforting smile as he pointed to connies heart. "You see?" Connie smiled at Eren's softness and let go of sasha. "When Erwin was with me earlier, he told me we can have a memorial for Sasha tomorrow. But said it's up to you on where to bury her." Eren claimed. "Firefly forest. That's what she called it. Before you guys came, we walked through this forest full of fireflys. She told me she loves fireflys and wanted to go to that place again soon. So I wanna bury here there." Eren nodded at connies request. "I'll go tell Erwin now." Eren smiled at him one last time before leaving Connie with Sasha. He looks down at her lifeless body, seeing a small smile on her face. He giggled a bit, still crying. He loved to see her smile. But it was sad that it was the Last. Connie sat on the edge of the bed next to Sasha, gently picking up her hand and grasping onto it. "I love you so much Sasha...more than you think. Haha...believe it or not, I wanted to spend my future with you..." his smile grew a little wider, holding back the tears. "I'll speak to the moon every night, like it's you. Because I know you're somewhere up there." He stroked her hand with his thumb. "Somewhere far away.."Connie looked out the window, seeing the moon shine through, lighting up Sashas face. He kissed sashas hand, smiling at the memories and realised...
Sasha will always be with him.
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~connies memory~
Authors note:
This chapter literally made me smile and cry at the same time writing it. Anywho tysm for 600 reads! I'll be uploading new chapters soon. Chapters 10-11 took so long to upload because they were longer. Hope I didn't damage you guys too much with this chapter <3
