13 months and 10 days

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My hazza,

I don't know what is happening. I no longer hear about your adventures from you. You now no longer respond to my letters. They all come back to me without a broken seal. Is it some sort of revenge? Are you trying to make me feel the way I made you feel when I shut everyone out? Is it? Or have I done something to upset you? Won't you love me anymore? I know I have done something, haven't I? I'm always stupid like you say. I can imagine your eye roll and your mumble of; 'stupid Lou you're so stupid'. But you always forgive me. So please forgive me this time too my love. I can't take your anger. Talk to me. Write to me again. Tell me you love me, again. Please. Just come home like you promised. I'm lonely without you, I'm broken without you. I know you don't like me sad and all down so I'm being strong for us but please I can't be strong if you don't reply to me. Please come home, please come to me, please hold me again, kiss me again. 13 months and 10 days since you last said 'I love you' to me, since you kissed me. Please come home.

Only yours till my last breath,
Your Lou.
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