Letter To My Lover [L.S]

1 month and 38 days

My hazza,

Days are closer than ever before. I would be able to see you again. Hold you again. Kiss you again. Feel you again.

Our home is a chaos these days. Everyone's over here. Preparing for your arrival and our wedding. I still can't believe we are getting married. And I probably won't shut up about it until we do get married. Zayn already is tired with it. I have been saying this over and over to him. Poor boy, I don't even let him be with his girlfriend. Oh, yeah I didn't tell you about his girlfriend. He finally found someone ( I was seriously worried that he would die alone), Gigi, she is the art teacher in my school. Zayn met her through me at my work once and they instantly hit off. They seriously are too cute that I want to throw up.

Niall has also been over here, helping us with everything. He has become a really good friend. I never realized that planning for a wedding could be this stressful until now. It really is something. And don't worry Lottie has been taking care of the colour scheme. I know you don't trust me in that department. She never lets me do it anyways. Oh, and don't forget to invite Liam. I would love to meet him and what could be a more appropriate occasion than our wedding?

I can seriously go on and on about it. We have left the more important things like cake and our suits for later. I wanted to do it with you. Its something you and I should be able to do together, it only feels right. Mum didn't agree to it first, she said we wouldn't have time then but I just couldn't do it with anyone else. And I know we will make time for it. You and I will.( And if we couldn't then.. well we would simply show up at our wedding in shorts and tees. It's something I know we would probably do)

Is it weird that now when I truly know that you are finally getting back I'm nervous? I don't know why? it's just you but it still feels weird. I'm counting the days. You probably will laugh if I tell you this, first I couldn't sleep at night because you weren't there but now I couldn't because you are finally coming back to me. Its just so much excitement. I have been bouncing these days, I think Niall might have added his energy drinks in my tea because I have been buzzing and floating around these days. 1 month and 38 days. Please come back to me safely. Love you.

Yours and only yours,
Lou.
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