Wounded Heart || Jikook ☆Completed☆

▪︎ Best part of my life ▪︎

"Who the heck are you...?"

Taehyung being confused and stoodup to hold Jungkook's hands "kookie---"

"Don't. Just Don't" Jungkook backed away immediately and withdrew his hold from him.

"What do you think you're doing to me?" Jungkook calmly asked him as Taehyung slowly shaked his head,

"Years back....You just came and I melted with inches of you. I thought you're everything to me... and I was that close to start our life but...i-its all just gone with a flash of light. You just runned away from me, leaved me in pain" Jungkook tears are sheds already. "Y-you Just...y-you throwed me like a trash..." he panted and wipes his tears. "You broked me...you  make feel crazy, make me feel like my fault...I was in pain." Jungkook tears crossed his cheeks as his voice tune changed it.

"Why do you leaved me Taehyung? Just money...Money is everything for you isn't it?" Jungkook asked him again while Taehyung looking down as his eyes soon filled with tears.

"ANSWER THE FUCK.." Jungkook raised his tone "Everything is planned isn't it? Meeting me, make me to love you, It's all for the sake of money...?"

Taehyung flinched and slowly looked at him "It was started as a planned one. It's not for you..." Taehyung hesitated and looked down as Jungkook keened his eyes "Not for Me? What do you mean?"

"It was for your father...I followed him. Instead of him you falled for me. So, everything is changed from there...In the starting I acted but days goes by..I-I can't help that I falled for you deeply. Not even know Myself that I kissed you everytime when I falling for you...."

Jungkook wided his eyes with disgusting face "Y-you're disgusting..." Jungkook gritted his chin and looked away with heavy pants of anger.

"But, Jungkook my love to you is not lie, is not for Money. I love you for you...But...

"Why you runned away...? Why ? seen another Man to trap him....like how you did to me..?" Jungkook sarcastically laughed at Taehyung who being a crying mess. "You didn't love me Taehyung..... If you really loved me, You never leave me" Jungkook shaked his head.

"Do you even know, what happened to me after you leave me?" Jungkook glared at him "I nearly ended myself...I commit suicide and had been suffering with my phobia..."

Taehyung wided his eyes as he try to hold Jungkook "No. Don't. Go.Away." Jungkook screamed at him."I'm Just stupid, I was ended for a worthless whore..." he kicked his floor.

"I'm a married person Taehyung, You thought he was My cousin but he is not...He is Jeon Jimin, My spouse"

Taehyung's world stopped "Ma-riied?" He mumbled as more tears filled in his eyes "My spouse know about you and,  me suffering because of you...but he didn't even asked me a single question...And I know he loves me and he always there for me. I can't leave him like how you leaved me. I can't leave him for a whore like you.."

Taehyung's heart was wounded so-much harsh words. He now know about how Jungkook suffered him because of he leaved him. "But...why do you even comeback to me...? Are you lose of Money...? Or what else you need?" Jungkook raised his question, stabbing his heart again and again.

Taehyung shaked his head as he kneels down on Jungkook's legs as he beg "I'm so sorry Jungkook.....I'm begging you...forgive me..." Taehyung cried alot whole hold Jungkook's leg.

Jungkook shaked his head "Forgive and forget?...fuck that shit" he said as he moved while withdrew the hold of Taehyung's hands.

"Please Jungkook" Taehyung cried. "If you really care for me...leave me..." Jungkook said and close his room with lot shout. Taehyung kneeled on the floor and cried out.

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"Is chim and Jungkook are here?" Mr.park asked while removed his coat as he entered his home.

Mrs.park nodded "Yes chim is here and Jungkook is always busy so..." she Managed to her husband. "Oh!" Mr.Park felt weird but he shaked his thoughts away.

"Where is he...?"

"In room, sleeping" she lied to make him stop. "Sleeping...? That's weird. Chim never sleep this early..." Mr.park said and sat on the couches.

"Park, it's just our son being tired and that's it. Be calm...what do you wanna eat..?"

"Hana is..there...any news...you know...is our son..."

Mrs.park shaked his head with giggles "No No, Omoo he is still our baby. Isn't it too soon to have..."

"But he married...it's nearly years..isn't it"

Mrs.park sighs and nodded. She really need to make his husband to accept Jimin's suffer but it's too soon to get divorce.

Jimin on his room, not able to sleep as he lay on his bed while looking at ceiling and he wipes his tears for the nth time

"Just stop crying" he mumbled to himself. "What he doing right now..." Jimin asked and took his phone to check the time. "He probably with him...." Jimin sighs and throws his phone beside it. "I-I wanna see him...for a last moment..." Jimin started to sobs again while buried his head on the pillow.

I Just can't accept the fact of letting you go...

I can't help but want you.....

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Taehyung slowly walking in the rainy night. He never thought being a problem to Jungkook. His love of life. Taehyung maybe a whore or Money slut but his first love and his last passionate kisses only happened with Jungkook.

Jungkook is everything to him. Taehyung is crazy for him but that doesn't mean he make him divorce his spouse to stole him. He did lot of crimes that he really need to be punished but not in Jungkook's life. He already hurts him alot so not be a burden as he choose to leave his life.

To Taehyung, Jungkook is best memories in his life. The moment they shared, The kiss they shared, the late night talks in library, The tiny tiny kisses he had with him, the words that melt him, the bunny smile that mean so much to him.

Never thought Jungkook will resist him. That he realizes how much he hurt him , that make him hate. The love is now turned to hate. The reason is Taehyung himself. He lost the kind person who had shoulders for him to cry, he lost the cute smile whenever he make his sadness kick out, he lost the veins filled hands hold him tight, he lost his first love.

I  lost him...

Even if we can't be together in the end. I'm glad that you were a best part of my life.