ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ [sᴏᴜᴋᴏᴋᴜ]

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Chuuya's POV:

He had literally just hung up on me like that, rude much? I still felt kind of bad about assuming that Dazai's mum was marrying a guy- like she was marrying a guy but that shouldn't have been the first thing I said. I wanted to call Dazai back but there was probably a reason that he hung up so I just left it.

I got up off my bed and put my phone in my pocket. I stretched and yawned then decided to go to my kitchen and make hot chocolate. I left my room and went into my kitchen. My feet were really cold because I had forgotten to put socks on, I should've just gone to sleep like I planned.
I stood up on the tips of my toes to reach the cupboard that I had my hot chocolate powder in. I got it out along with the few marshmallows left in the packet.
I heated some milk then put the chocolate powder and marshmallows in. I took the mug in my hands which warmed them up a lot, it was pretty cold in here. I walked into my small living room and lay down on the sofa, drinking my hot chocolate. It reminded me of the times me and my mum would sit on the sofa with out hot chocolate and watch movies, why couldn't it still be like that? I took the blanket off the back of my sofa and pulled it around me. I set down my empty hot chocolate on the floor and lay down on the sofa. I dangled my arm off the end and stared at the wall ahead of me, this was all strangely calming.

I felt my eyes closing and I was about to just sleep here until my phone rang. I saw it was from Dazai and I sighed, he was interrupting my free time.

"What the fuck do you want Dazai." i said into the phone.

"Can I come in?" his reply confused me.

"w-what no."

"Aw please i'm already outside."
I ran over to my living room window and opened the curtains a bit to see Dazai standing at my door.

"How the fuck did you get my address?"
I honestly wouldn't be surprised if he was stalking me, he seems like the kind of person that would stalk someone.

"I have inside information." he replied. Inside information-? What's that supposed to mean?

"You're stalking me aren't you?" Dazai went silent for a second which almost made me pass away thinking that he actually was stalking me, a scary thought.

"No. I'm not. Now can I come in?" I took a moment to think about this, I should probably get changed out of my pajamas first but in the end I was too lazy.

"Okay fine. The door is unlocked, i'm in the livingroom."

"Thanks Chuu you're the best."

"Don't call me tha-"
and then he hung up on me.

I heard my front door open and heard Dazai shout my name. I wasn't going to stop being comfortable because of him so I just stayed lying down staring at the wall.
"I'm in here you waste of bandages." I heard Dazai's footsteps. I saw the brunette appear through the door and smile at me.

"Hey Chuuya." I frowned at him and he noticed I was annoyed at him of course.
"Did I come at the wrong time? I can go if you want."
I shook my head and turned to look at him.

"No it's okay." I said. I looked at his face and noticed that Dazai had a big bruise on the side of his face.
"Hey what happened to your face?" a couple of seconds after I said that I realised how mean it sounded and regretted saying it like I do with everything I say.

"Oh I walked into a pole." He laughed and then leaned against the wall. I sat up on one side of the seat and bundled the blanket around me again to keep me warm.

"You don't need to stand, you can come sit here if you want."
This was literally so hard for me to say and I cringed inwardly.

"Oh thanks shortie."
He walked over and sat on the half of the sofa beside me.

"I'm not short." I mumbled to myself. Apparently Dazai heard me and he brought his hand up and patted me on the head.
"What the fuck Dazai stop it."
My face suddenly felt warm and I turned my head away quickly.

"You are short."
He said with his hand still on my head. I wanted to hit his hand away but, even though I hated admiting it, it was pretty nice.

"I hate you."
I think I saw Dazai nod out of the corner of my eye but i'm not sure. I didn't feel his hand on my head anymore so I turned around again to see him just looking at the ground sadly.
"Wait I didn't mean it. I don't actually hate you."
I assured him. I didn't think he would get upset over something like this but I guess he's more sensitive then he seems.

"HA! You admitted that you don't hate me! If only I recorded it. Can you say it again."
He laughed and so I picked up the one pillow on the sofa and hit him with it.
"Well that was very unnecessary wasn't it?" I grinned and nodded, because yes, it was completely unecessary.

"So why are you even here Dazai." I asked him, receiving only a shrug in return.

"Well I was at my mother's house then I was going back to my place but then I remembered how lonely it would be. I didn't think you would mind so I came here."
So he lived alone too. After thinking about what he said I started feeling angry, what does he mean he feels lonely? Why does he even need his own house?

"Oh haha."
That was all I could say. Dazai put his head on my shoulder which shocked me, why would he do that? My cheeks heated up again and I put my hand on Dazai's head like he did to me. I guess you could call it payback.

"Can I stay here for a bit?"
I nodded and then rested my head on his.

"Yeah that's okay. I was also feeling lonely so i'm glad you came." I put the blanket around Dazai aswell, because he was probably cold too. And I was just making sure he was feeling warm, you know?
We stayed the way we were for another while, I almost fell alseep a couple of times but Dazai would always say something to me at that moment which would keep me awake. It was almost like he was doing it purposely.

I was about to go to sleep again and this time I decided that if Dazai woke me up again then I would make sure he gets a nice long eternal sleep. He still hadn't said anything and my eyes were about to close when I felt Dazai put his arm round me.

"Dazai what are you doing."
I knew I was blushing like crazy, but any normal person would if their friend was being like this.

"I'm just hugging you. Why? Are you uncomfortable with it? Because if you are then i'll stop." he started moving his arm away but I held onto it and Dazai smiled.

"No it's alright, sorry I shouldn't have said anything."
There was another few minutes of silence until I decided that I was definitely going to go to sleep and would just make sure Dazai shuts up.

"Dazai I need sleep if you want to go home."
I said while yawning.

"Oh right yeah. Well; could I maybe just stay here tonight?"
I thought of this for a bit and then nodded.

"Okay but you're sleeping on the sofa."
I stood up and went in the direction of my room.

"Thanks so much Chuu this is really helpful. Goodnight."
He waved goodnight to me and I waved back. After that I quickly ran into my room and lay down in my bed.

Well that was all a lot to process. I tried to think of a logical explanation as to why I had been blushing, maybe the blanket made everything too warm? I know I felt cold but maybe I actually was just warm.
All I know is I definitely couldn't have a crush on Dazai Osamu, and i'm sure of that. There was definitely another reason I just don't need to know it.