i walked in the front door as i banged the wall with my fist. "fuck" i said. "what the fuck is wrong with me" i said angry at myself. "what did you do" i heard baba say as i looked up. "i did nothing" i said as i walked up stairs closing my door locking it then going into my bathroom turning the shower on. i undressed myself as i sat against the wall as the water dripped down me.
"fuck" i said sitting there. i sat there for hours. "BLAKE" i heard dad yelled banging on my bedroom door. "WHAT" i yelled back. "YOU HAVE BEEN IN THERE FOR HOURS GET THE FUCK OUT YOUR WASTING WATER" he yelled as i got up turning the shower off. "thank you" i heard him as as i opened the bathroom door with my towel around my waist. i looked up seeing piper. "ah how did you get in" i said as she laid on my bed.
"through the window seen as you weren't answering your door" she said. "whats wrong" she said. "nothing" i said as she turned away as i put boxers on. she looked back at me again as i sat on my bed. "blake i know i'm young but i'm here for you" she said. "i fucked someone i shouldn't have" i said as she placed her hand on my shoulder. "it's ok" she said hugging me from behind with her head resting on my shoulder.
"it's not when it's the person you hate" i said as she looked at me. "oh- blake" she said realising who it was. "i didn't mean for it to happened" i said. "it's fine just get over it" she said. "you did with every other girl" she said as i looked at my lap. but i cant..
"piper it's difficult" i said loudly. "why" she said. "piper" i said sternly. "why blake why is it any different" she said louder. "because i think im falling for her" i shouted at her as she looked at me swallowing deep. "fuck" i said turning around grabbing the first thing i saw throwing it at the wall. the loud smash as the glass shattered. "what is going on" baba said opening my door with the key he has but never uses.
i clenched my fists "get out" i said trying to be calm. "blake" baba said. "GET THE FUCK OUT" i yelled clench my fists tighter. "piper" baba said as i heard my door shut. i unclenched my fists as i walked over to my wardrobe grabbing the first thing i saw getting dressed.
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i grabbed my keys opening the door to my room feeling my face tense from the angry look on it. i walked down the stairs walking out the front door slamming it behind me. i got in my car as i speed out and down the high way holding the wheel with very tight grip. i parked and got out the car. i walked down the alley way as jim was sitting there. "blake" he said smiling.
"weed" i said as he handed me some. i gave him the cash as i walked away. "see you again soon" he said as i continued walking. i walked over to my car getting back in as i reached over the glove box grabbing the tin that had paper in it. i rolled myself a joint and grabbed the lighter putting it all in the glove box but the joint.
i lit the joint putting it in my mouth as i got back out locking the car again. i walked over the road walking through the doors as i saw noah and will. i walked over to then as they looked at me. "oh fuck what are you doing here" will said smiling. "i'm here to get absolutely fucked by whiskey" i said as they looked at me.
"oh shit what's happened" noah said. i just looked at him and turned around walking over to the bar. "just give me a bottle of whiskey" i said. "any specific one" he said. "glenfarclas 105" i said. he grabbed one and i paid walking over to the boys. i sat down as they looked at me as i opened the bottle of whiskey. i poured some in the glass that the guy gave me and sculled it down. i poured another and did the same over and over and over again.
"ok blake slow down" noah said genuinely worried. "yea blake i think it best if you slow down" will said as i kept going. "blake" noah said trying to grab the bottle out my hand as i gripped it tighter. "don't do that" i said as noah took his hands off the bottle. i sculled another down getting up grabbing the bottle. "blake" noah said. "yes" i said. "your not driving right" he said. "no" i said lying.
i walked out the door getting in my car as i started driving home. i was completely drunk even tho i didn't show it. i got out my car walking in the door not taking the whiskey in with me. "where were you" i heard dad say as him and baba were on the couch getting up even though it was 2 am.
"none of your business" i said. "we've been waiting up for you" baba said. "your drunk and high" dad said looking at me. "so what if i am" i said as i walked away. "blake no stop right there" baba said strongly as i stopped at the top of the stairs looking down at them. "for fucks sakes what the fuck do you want all i'm hearing is blake this blake that FUCK OFF" i said shouting. i looked down the hall to see piper and ivy standing there. i looked at piper who looked guilty.
"just leave me alone i don't want tot talk" i said feeling myself getting emotional. all of there faces changed when they heard my voice sounding like i was gonna cry. babas face dropped wanting to hug me i could see. i turned around looking at piper and ivy as a tear ran down my cheek. i walked into my bedroom wiping the tear away locking the door.
