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6||always and forever

February 16, 2020
4:48 pm

My heart was beating out of my chest. Is this even reality? The entire fucking day had felt like a fever dream, him slipping his arm onto my waist, the scent of him him hovering behind me, the constant feeling of him tugging my hand towards other games, and now this. How was I supposed to pretend like I wasn't totally in love with him? Holy shit, did I just say love? No, no, no. I CANNOT be in love with my best friend. No, I can't be. It'll fuck up our friendship. He probably doesn't even have feelings for me. He probably sees me as a friend, right? A friend who he just kissed. Oh my fucking God, we just kissed. No, but he initiated the kiss, right? So technically, I'm not at fault here if our friendship is now fucked. It's his fault. Suck it, green boy!

"Y/N? Are you okay? They're gone." Dream says. I blink back and look at him. I guess I zoned out for a minute.

"Um, yeah, no, I'm fine." I stuttered.

"Miss Y/N L/N, are you flustered?" he says with a smirk tugging on his face.

"What the hell? No! Why-why would I be flustered you green bastard?" I said a bit too quickly.

"Hey, no need to get mean!"

"Sorry. And, um, how'd you know my last name?" Changing the topic might be the best idea.

"Skeppy told me." he answers.

"He WHAT?! Oh, that diamond ass is gonna-" I finished my sentence by crunching a fist into my hand, causing him to laugh at that.

~time skip~

Dream and I were now in the car, and the music was blaring from the radio. It was a song we both loved, Jesus in LA by Alec Benjamin. Both of us were singing along, until I stopped singing at the chorus.m, letting Dream continue on his own.

"You wouldn't find him down the sunset, or at a party in the-" he sing along until he stopped. He looked at me in confusion, while I grinned like an idiot.

"What? Why'd you stop?" he asks.

"You have such a beautiful singing voice," I admit. He looks away from me at this, focusing his eyes back on the road and looking at the rear view mirror to his left.

"Um-thanks, Y/N." he replied, his eyes still away from me.

"What? Mister Dream, are you flustered?" I sneer, mimicking him from before at the mall.

"Shut up, you idiot." he shoots back. Alec's voice is still filling our car, the only other sound now in the vehicle. I was about to ask if he wanted to change the song, but we had reached the southern exit of the hotel. It was around seven o' clock, and a soft sunset was fading in the sky, the blue mixing into a warm orange. I closed my eyes, soaking in the sense of security and freedom.

He stopped the car by the curb, getting out himself as he waited for me by the concrete. I tugged my Dave And Buster's bag and GameStop bag (I had bought an adorable wolf plushie I saw) and met him on the sidewalk. He stood idly in front of me, not saying anything.

"So, I guess this is where we part, lizard man." I joked.

"Yeah, I guess it is. I had fun, Y/N. A lot of fun." he states.

"Yeah, me too. I kinda didn't want it to end."

"Then don't." He grabs me by my hands pulling me closer. One of them leaves my palm and reaches my face the way it had before at the mall.

"Y/N, I think I've truly fallen for you. Before you call me crazy, saying that we met only like two weeks ago, I just feel like we were meant to meet for a reason. For example, that kiss? I said I didn't want to because I didn't know if I was going to ruin this perfect friendship we have. I've never met anyone like you, and the thought of losing you because my dumb feelings got in the way is something I don't want to risk. Except for now I guess." he chuckled at that last bit.

"Y/N, just say the word. Say yes or no, and I won't make a big deal, I promise. Do you have feelings for me, too?" My mind is completely blank. I can't think of anything else. Everything around me seems to fade and blur, the sunset, the sound of the busy cars and guests chattering and kids screaming at the pool. Everything else——except him. I tried searching for denial in my body; a bone telling me to turn back to the entrance of the hotel, a drop of blood that told me to say no, a strand of my hair that wanted me to deny him. But there was none. My entire soul called out his name——a need, a longing, for him and nothing more.

"Yes." I said earnestly. His face split into a smile, his beautiful smile he always wore. His freckles were more apparent in the sun, the light breeze pushing his hair to the side.

And this time, for real this time with no hesitation, he crashed his lips into my own. The sensation of electricity and heat buzzing between the both of us, I could feel it in him too, was enough to send anyone head over heals in love. The feeling of knowing that he wanted me just as bad as I wanted him, the feeling of knowing that he experienced everything I did in the mall, over our dumb texts, at Starbucks, when we played BedWars when we first met, he experienced, too. I finally found my person. The one I wanted to be with. The one I would do anything for. He pulled out from the kiss, his cheeks now a pigmented pink.

"Y/N, be mine forever." he says. I nod, and reach on my tip-toes to kiss him again. His arms are wrapped around my waist, holding me as I pull back, using my own arms around his neck to hold onto him for all eternity.

"I will. I will  be yours forever, Dream. Always and forever."

"Y/N! We're here!" Dream's voice fades into my ear. I open my eyes to see the familiar setting of the sunset I had set my eyes on. I get a sense of where my arms are. They're no longer wrapped around Dream's neck, and my lips remain cold, missing from his own.

Be mine forever, huh?

What a bunch of bullshit.

One could dream.

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A/N ok so basically she fantasized the entire thing from "He stopped the car" to "Always and forever" cause she closed her eyes and fantasized it like the simp she is 👀👀👀
PLS DONT KILL ME THAT SHE WAS DAYDREAMING LMAO