What I Didn't Do

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The sun then grew dim

like an upsetting song,

as if knowing what I didn't do,

that winter all along.

It passed through the trees,

casting shadows all around

myself and the truths

that grew too many to count.

I admit to the faults

of those truths I ne'er told,

for they would have saved lives

from the bold, intrinsic cold.

The sun then again lowered

on horizons to pacify,

the deepest darkest beliefs

that I never classified.

Because I thought I was wrong,

then I thought I was right,

and all my fickleness got

was a traitor that gave up a fight.

They believed in me,

and I let them down,

because of my hesitation

and not standing my ground.

The sun is no longer visible,

and neither am I.

I didn't do much

on that winter break,

but what I regret more

is not caring what's at stake.

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