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Love - Chapter 19

I woke up the next day tangled in bed with Ashton. Today we hit the road to go to Georgia. Soon the phone rang. The wake up call. Ashton stirred and answered the phone.

"You awake?" Ashton asked.

"Yeah." I said quietly.

"We have to get up and get ready." He said.

"I know."

I got up got my clothes, went to the bathroom, and changed. I also put my makeup on and did my hair. I walked out and caught Ashton, shirtless, again. I decided to look away so I wouldn't stare. Don't judge me, okay? If your boyfriend was Ashton Irwin, and was shirtless, you know you would stare too.

I put my clothes and things away. We got our bags and made our way down to the lobby. We got on the bus and greeted by Calum. Ashton took our bags to his bunk.

"Hey Cal." I said.

"Hey Bell." He said.

"How have you been?" I asked.

"Good. You?"

"I'm okay. I guess."

Then Ashton came down and wrapped his arms around me. I immediately smiled.

"Do you want something to eat?" Ashton asked. I nodded.

He got in the fridge and made me a sandwich.

"Thank you" I said in a sing-song voice.

I ate it quickly while Ashton made sure I actually ate it and didn't throw it up afterwards. After I was done Ash went on Netflix and we watched Mean Girls while cuddling on the couch. After the movie was over we were still cuddling on the couch.

"This is nice" I said.

"Yeah" He said.

"I love you so much Bella." He said.

"I love you too Ash."

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The rest of the day me and Ashton were acting couplely, as Michael said. Is that even a word? Now we were heading to Ashton's bunk to sleep. He closed the curtain and we snuggled. Ashton fell asleep almost as soon as his head hit the pillow. But me however, my eyes only shut when I blinked.

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I woke up- no I didn't, because I was awake all freaking night! Anyways, I got up, untangling myself from Ashton. I walked in the kitchen area and pour mydelf some cereal. Damn, I'm tired. Why couldn't I sleep last night? I ate my cereal and tried not to think about it that much. After I was done I turned on the news, quietly, so I wouldn't wake anyone up.

"Breaking news! Michael Clifford from 5 Seconds of Summer found dead!" The reporter said.

I just saw Michael yesterday and he never left. How is he dead? I walked to Ashton's bunk and lightly shook him. His eyes fluttered open.

"Are you okay Bell?" Ash asked.

"Did Michael die?" I ask.

"What?" he asked.

"I was just watching the news and the reporter said, Michael Clifford from 5 Seconds of Summer found dead." I said.

He got up and I followed him to Michael's bunk. He shook him and Michael sat up.

"What the hell do you want?" Michael asked annoyed that we woke him up.

"Bella was watching the news and the reporter said you were dead." Ashton said.

"Really?" He said looking at me. I nodded.

"Well then" He picked up his phone, typed something and then said "Goodnight"

I rolled my eyes. It was 9 in the morning.I never sleep in.

"You look tired. How'd you sleep?" Ashton asked me as we walked into the kitchen.

"Let's just say I only shut my eyes to blink. I'm not even kidding. I'm so tired." I said.

"Why don't you go lay down in our bunk. I'll be there after I eat. " He said.

"Okay. I already ate by the way." I said.

"Good" He said and kissed my forehead.

I walked to our bunk and got under the covers. The funny thing was, I got to sleep before Ashton even came.

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"Bella wake up!" I heard Luke yell.

My eyes fluttered open. "What?!?" I said, sitting up.

"It's Ashton." He said. With those in my head I jump out of bed.

"What happened?Is he okay?" I said franticlly.

"Bella sit down."

I did as he said.

"Ashton was going out to get food for us and he was hit by a truck. He didn't make it."

I sat there shocked and then I started crying. Why? Why does everyone I love die?

"Bella"

"Bella!"

Then my eyes really fluttered open. I was crying. Ashton pulled me to him and I cried on his shoulder. It was all a dream, thank God. But it seemed so real.

"Shhh baby girl. It's okay." Ashton told me.

"I-I had a dream. Y-You d-died." I sobbed.

"It's okay baby girl. I'm right here. It's okay."

After a while I stopped crying. He was holding me while I tried to calm myself down.

"I love you" I said breaking the silence.

"I love you too" He said.

I love him more than anything in this world. I couldn't live without him.

"Bella, there's something I have to tell you." Ash said.

"Who died?" I asked.

"What? Nobody died." He said.

"Thank goodness. So what did you wanna tell me?"

"You know when we went to the bar with the 1D guys and I-I"

"Kissed that girl?"

"Yeah, which again I'm so so sorry for. Well her name is Gabby, Gabby Hood. She's Calum cousin. And she's coming on tour with us after this show."

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I asked.

"Well stuff was going on and I didn't want to make you more, um"

"Depressed?"

"Yeah. But I promise you can trust me and nothing will go on."

"Okay. Trust you"

But I didn't know if I really meant it.

 A/N - Hey! Wow that was long. Anyways, I'm gonna start dedicating chapters to people who want me to dedicate one to them, so if you want a chapter dedicated to you comment to say you want one. Also vote, It would mean alot. Thank you so so so so much for reading - Grace

P.s. My bold wasn't working so I used A/N