Today is their funeral. I spent the day crying. The guys had sound check all day. I stayed behind. This week the only thing I've had to eat were crackers that Ashton practically forced me to eat. I love how he's protective over me. I love how he can calm me down. I love him.
Once Ashton's show was over he came back to the bus.
"Hey" He greeted me..
"Hi" I said with a weak smile.
"How was the show?" I ask.
"Good. The fans were great."
"That's good."
"Have you eaten anythng?"
I shook my head.
"Please eat something, Bella."
I just shook my head again. He sat beside me and wrapped his arms around me
"I'm gonna go back to see their graves." I said.
"Do you want me to come with you? We have no shows next week and we can go from Australia to the states."
I simply nodded. We booked flights for tomorrow. It was nearly midnight so I changed into sweats and Andy's sweatshirt. I laid down in Ashton's bunk. When i was nearly asleep Ashton laid down and wrapped his arms around me.
"I love you, Bella"
I love you too.
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We are now in Australia, the place I hate with a passion. We were staying at my old house. Ashton said I should sell the house but I want to burn it along with all the stupid memories. People lived in that house that are now dead. Soon we were headed off to the cemetery. I visited Andy's grave first.
Andy H Jamison 1995 - 2014
I placed flowers down and then went to my mom's.
Sarah L Jamison 1968 - 2014
I placed flowers down again and held back all my tears. Ashton drove me back to the house.
He went to sleep since the jet lag was getting to him. I went downstairs and I sat in a chair that looked out the window. I was getting tired so I got in bed. Ashton was awake.
"Ashton?"
"Yes, Bella"
"Can we- well do you want to be more than friends?"
"I'd love too"
Then we kissed. He didn't try to tongue because, well, he knows me enough to know I'm not up to it. But it was still perfect. We pulled apart.
"I missed that" He said.
"Me too" I agreed
He wrapped his arms around me.
"Get some sleep. We leave early tomorrow." Then he kissed my forehead.
"I love you"
"I love you too"
And then I fell asleep in his arms and for the first time in days I didn't cry myself to sleep.
Your awesome. Thanks for reading :) :) - Grace
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Home // Ashton Irwin
FanfictionMoving from a small town in Ohio to Sydney, Australia is a big deal for Bella. To her, 'home' is a joke. She has no safe place to land. But then four guys come into to her life everything changes. But will it be for better or worse?
