I woke up the next morning and Ashton and I were tangled together. I somehow manage to get untangled from him without waking him up. I went downstairs to the kitchen and got a glass of water.Then I went back upstairs to my room and watched a sleeping Ashton. About five minutes later his eyes fluttered open.
"Hey" He said.
"Hey" I said.
"Have you had anything to eat?"
I shook my head.
"Are you hungry?"
i shook my head again.
"When's the funerals?"
"Friday. But I'm not going"
"Are you sure?"
I nodded. "I don't want to see their d-dead b-bodies."
He nodded like he understood.
"I leave tomorrow. Do you wanna come wtih me?" He said.
"Yeah. I'm gonna go up to Andy's room."
I walked down the hall and he followed me.I walked in to Andy's room. Before he left to go to the hospitial he set up his room. I sat on his bed just thinking.
I didn't eat all day Ashton was begging me to eat something but I wasn't hungry. When it was only 6:00 I was tired so me and Ashton went to bed. He held me. I cried in his chest. I cried myself to sleep. We both woke up and got ready to go to the airport to go to Wales were te guys had there next concert. While we were waiting for our flight Ashton wanted me to eat somethng but I refused. Soon we were on our flight.
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When we got to Wales the 5sos guys greeted us plus Lynn. I pretty much ignored everybody. I felt like I was gettng sympathy looks for everyone but I don't want sympathy.The guys went to sound check while me and Lynn went to the tour bus. She didn't talk to me which was good because I didn't want to talk to anyone. But I knew she was staring at me with sympathy. Stupid sympathy. I didn't want any.
Lynn headed over to the place where the guys were performing while I stayed here. Ashton didn't stay and watch 1D perform, he came to the tour bus instead we both got in his bunk.
He held me. I began to cry and for the second night in a row I cried myself to sleep. But I felt safe in Ashton's arms. I wanted this. I wanted him.
Sorry it's so short. Don't forget to comment and vote. Thanks for reading :) -Grace
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Home // Ashton Irwin
FanfictionMoving from a small town in Ohio to Sydney, Australia is a big deal for Bella. To her, 'home' is a joke. She has no safe place to land. But then four guys come into to her life everything changes. But will it be for better or worse?
