Truth or Dare [h.s.]

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⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: BLOOD⚠️

Harry Styles

I'm so mad. I made fist and I squeezed so hard, I think my hand bled. 'Guys calm down.' Louis said. 'I'm not calming the f*ck down. He hit me first!' I yelled. 'Okay but tell us what happened Harry.' Louis said.

I struggled as I didn't want to tell them that I was suicidal. 'She kissed me and may that made me feel better at that moment, but I'm definitely not into her. She's still our enemy.' I said.

'What happened that you felt like doing that, what was your problem than huh?' Liam said. 'Wanna hear the problem or should I just hit you?' I said. 'Guys Guys calm down, there's no need for a fight.' Louis said.

'Aren't you guys mad at Harry?? Huh??' Liam asked. Everyone looked at me, they seemed to agree with Liam. 'You guys have all right to be mad at me, but please leave me alone and let me do silly things. I'm no perfect Popstar! I'm no robot who just needs to do whatever anyone says! And yes I was wrong with hooking up with Elizabeth, but you guys have no idea what kind of things I was capable of at that moment. It may only would've got worse if she wasn't there.' I said speaking with full emotion. I could even feel a tear falling down my cheek.

'Harry...' I heard Leah saying. 'I saw the knife in your bathroom.' She added. 'Are you suicidal?' She asked with a soft voice. She knows... but I still can't tell her or anyone here.

'No I'm not. But things happened and.... it's to hard to explain, but please don't worry I'm fine.' I said. Yes I knew I was lying but I don't want them to worry about me. I prefer them to see me as the d*ck from the gang than the broken boy.

'Harry we aren't mad, but if anything's wrong you gotta tell us.' Leah said as she put her hand on my shoulder. 'I will don't worry.' I answered, I kept lying and it didn't feel great, but better as being seen as weak. There was a deep silence for two minutes. No one knew what to say.

'Should we play again?' Niall asked. 'Yeah let's do that.' Liam said. They all tried to forget about the fight, I did too. 'Before we start playing.' Liam said. 'I'm sorry Harry, I shouldn't have hit you.' He added. 'It's okay, I understand.' I answered as I rubbed my eyes.

'I will go next.' Liam said. 'Dare.' He added. He picked up a card and read: 'Go downstairs and steal the money from the manager.' 'You're really going to do that?' Brooke asked. 'I have no choice.' Liam added.

We all stared at Liam knowing he was right. Elizabeth was out there trying to kill us, however I'm still wondering why she wants me to date her while she wants me and my friends dead.

Everyone looked concerned at Liam. 'Guys don't worry I only need to steal money.' Liam said. He walked out of the room straight to the manager's office. We followed him till the stairs.

We could see him walk into the office. After a few minutes he came back with the manager's money. 'I got it guys. I don't think anyone saw me doing it.' He said. 'Great.' I answered.

We walked back to my hotelroom when we heard sirenes. 'Police!' The officers screamed to the hotelmanager. I couldn't hear what they were talking about, but I'm sure it wasn't good.

The officers walked upstairs, towards my room... Do they know I stabbed the man?? I freaked out. 'Harry?? Harry!!' I heard Leah screaming. I didn't know what happend, it felt like I was dying. 'He's having a panic attack!' Leah said. She came closer and tried to calm me down. 'Harry, do you hear me?' She asked. I couldn't say anything back, my body was frozen. 'Harry?? Harry?! Guys help!' She screamed. My vision was dark, I couldn't see anything. Just a black empty space.

Am I dead?

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