Truth or Dare [h.s.]

24

Leah Adams

The next day I woke up feeling guilty. What have I done? What happend yesterday?

I literally lost my mom and hooked up with Harry. If Louis knows this than I will also lose him. I can't lose someone else. I don't know what to think. I keep telling myself the house was the reason for our hook up, but what if it was a normal house? What if we would've done it anyways. I didn't want to think about it.

Ever since yesterday I felt bad. I can't handle this anymore. This reminded me of the knife in Harry's bathroom. What if he felt this way? What if he actually wanted to kill himself? What if he wasn't a murderer?

My head was full of thoughts, so many thoughts I almost forgot I had to play Truth or Dare again this night. If we won't play every night Elizabeth will punish us. She already punishes us by playing it, but if we didn't it only could become worse.

I'm a mess. I'm just screwed up. No one will ever understand how I feel right now. I just hope Harry won't tell Louis about it. I don't want to lose my boyfriend, even though my mind felt weird with it. Maybe just because I hooked up with a aggressive annoying guy.

I kept telling myself I hated Harry, but some voice inside of me, told me I can't hate him. He did worse things but yesterday he actually helped me.

I should go and see Louis, but I just can't. I'm scared I can't look at him the way I looked at Harry yesterday.

Even when we were in the car, Harry kissed me. Is he in love with me? Or did he just say that to make me mad? I have no idea what that guy is up too. Maybe he was planing this with Elizabeth, maybe he's a ghost too.

That's what I forgot. I messaged the groups chat of me, the guys and Brooke saying: 'y'all me and Harry found out Elizabeth is a ghost. That's why disappearing and threatening is so easy to her. Also she wants revenge on Harry because his grandfather killed her.'

They all answered shocked. Which I understand since this ain't nothing. We all had no idea how to stop a ghost. She's already dead so we can't kill her again.

I called Brooke asking what she thought about it. She didn't know too. 'Maybe we gotta be the new ghostbusters.' She said while she laughed about her own joke. 'See ya tonight.' I said to her as I ended the call.

I still couldn't place my thoughts, I had no one to talk to but Harry, since he's the only one who understands and knows what happened yesterday.

But I don't want to talk to him. He's probably just playing games with me, like I'm a toy. 'Damn it.' I said to myself as angry as I was. I knew he wasn't playing games, he wouldn't do that anymore, right?

I still had no idea. Anyways I should think about Louis. I'm sure me and Louis are the perfect couple so.

Sometimes I literally forget he's famous. I mean he looks like a normal guy and I love him for who he is and not for the fame.

I hope he knows that.

Minutes past by slowly. My brain had so many thoughts, I could literally freak out any moment from now.

Stress took over my body as I started crying again. I literally had nothing except Louis to live for anymore. But I can't give up. Not yet. That's what Elizabeth would want me too.

I tried to get myself together. 'I'm not weak.' I said to myself hoping I would believe it.

Finally hours past by as I changed clothes and walked to the hotel. I arrived at 7 pm, it was finally time to play again and change my thoughts.

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