Truth or Dare [h.s.]

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Leah Adams

I checked if the door was closed. I walked into the living room, the boys were already playing truth or dare. Harry wasn't there. 'Where's Harry?' I asked. 'Well he just walked to his bedroom, I don't think he wants to talk.' Zayn said. I nodded and sat down with the others.

'Harry will come if he's ready.' Liam said. I missed Niall, he would've made a joke now. I definitely should fall for boys like Niall, Liam, Louis or Zayn, they are all a way nicer than Harry is. My heart told me I had to make up with Harry, but I didn't want to. I lost half of my feelings for him in one car trip. How's that even possible? I don't know if I will forgive Harry this time. I did forgive him for that smoothie and I did forgive him about the yelling and calling me a b*tch, it's just... I don't think I'm giving him a third chance. He has to earn it. If he really loves me he should make up himself, it's not like he would do that, but it's the only way I may give him another chance.

I picked up a truth card and read out loud: 'Truth, were you scared when the monsters attacked? Or should I let it happen again?' I got scared of the question. It was Elizabeth trying to kill us, like she tried with the fire too. I've almost died twice today, like that wasn't necessary right?

The boys looked confused, Harry hadn't told them about the monsters apparently. 'I was scared, that was the second time I almost died today. Both times Harry almost died too. I was more scared for his life than mine, but I don't think he cared about me. Anyways, don't let it happen again please, I will try to be on time next times.' I said. I meant what I said even though I felt a tear rolling from my face again. I felt so problematic. Louis rubbed my back. 'Leah, what's meant with monsters?' Liam asked with a curious tone in his voice. I hesitated. I didn't feel like explaining it right now, but they had to know what happened. Harry wasn't going to tell them anyway.

'Well.... me and Harry were driving back home when monsters attacked us. Elizabeth apparently tried to kill us for being to late.' I said. 'Late for what?' Louis asked. 'For the game, we can't skip the game otherwise Elizabeth will kill us.' I explained.

'I'm so sorry that happened.' Zayn said. 'It's not your fault right.' I said as I smiled at Zayn. While smiling a tear fell out of my eye. 'How did you survive?' Liam asked. 'Harry drove as fast as he could. While driving a monster fell on the car. Harry climbed on the front of the car and pushed it off. It's a long story, but this is the plot I guess.' I answered. I cried again, tears kept coming as my eyes turned red again. 'And Harry doesn't have any wounds or..?' Louis asked. I didn't want to answer, I can't tell them he has a huge wound but doesn't want to be helped. They would notice soon anyway so I told them: 'Well he has a huge wound on his arm, the monster scratched him. I tried to help him but he didn't let me and got mad.' The memories from the car came back. It was so painful. I didn't want to lose Harry as a friend, but he had hurt me once again and I had hurt him too.

How are we supposed to have a healthy relationship when we both mess up things so bad all the time?

My thoughts kept hurting me. 'Let's play again, I'm tired of thinking about this entire situation.' I said. Louis nodded and picked up a card. He read it out loud: 'Truth, would you hook up with Leah?' He hesitated to answer: 'Well I guess, we haven't really hooked up even though we had a relationship.' He said. I started laughing he had said these words in a funny way.

'Dare!' Liam said. We haven't really did dares ever since Brooke died. I was scared for Liam's card. 'Uhm guys I don't like this one.' He said. We looked confused at each other. Louis asked: 'what's on the card Dude? You're scaring us.' Liam looked scared and said:

'Cut yourself open.'

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