Truth or Dare [h.s.]

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Leah Adams

Harry tried to kill himself, again. I'm sure he's suicidal now. I already thought he was, but I never expected it to be this real.

The boys had no place to stay anymore. 'You guys can sleep in my house. Since my mom died I'm alone so.' I said. 'Thank you Leah, we will take your offer.' Louis said as he touched my shoulder. I looked at Harry, he seemed more broken then ever before. Louis told him they would sleep at my house for a long time. Harry nodded.

We walked to Louis' car and stepped in. Louis drove us to my house. I had a few rooms left so everyone had their own place. Louis would sleep in my room, Harry in my mom's room, Niall in my sister's room, Zayn in my dad's old room and Liam in the extra room we had in case someone would sleepover.

My sister sleeps at my grandmother's house as she took care of her now my mom was gone. I love my grandma, she's always there for me.

I showed everyone my house and their rooms. Harry went straight up to his new room. The others stayed in my living room. Liam had taken Brooke home, I showed him my house and his room some later as I did with the others.

We al were sitting in my living room when Niall already walked to the fridge. 'I see an old burrito here.' He said as he picked it up.

He took a bite of it. 'Ew Niall, you have no idea how old that could've been.' Zayn said. 'I just wanted some food.' Niall said as he was still eating.

I will have to get used to all this testosterone in this house, but that will be fine I guess. I hope this won't change anything between me and Louis.

A new box of the game truth or dare appeared. 'Couldn't that game burn too?' Niall said as he laughed. 'I guess from not mate.' Liam answered as he laughed too.

'Louis can I talk to you?' I whispered to Louis as I didn't want anyone else to hear. 'Sure Leah.' He answered.

We walked to my room and sat down on my bed. 'Louis, we have to talk about Harry.' I said. 'I know Leah, but I have no idea what you've seen and what you know, so please tell me about it.' He said as he rubbed my back. 'Louis, the first day I noticed something was wrong when he heard Elizabeth's voice the entire time. He kept screaming at it, like he couldn't control his anger.' I said.

'Yes but that has nothing to do with suicidal thoughts.' Louis said. 'It actually does Louis. He couldn't control his emotions and that's why he got mad after a few minutes.' I answered him as he looked at me.

'The day he hooked up with Elizabeth I found a knife in his bathroom. I first thought he was a murderer, but that was everything except true. He tried to kill himself, if Elizabeth wasn't there..... I think he may.....' I said as Louis touched my shoulder and said: 'Hey he's still here you know. Don't worry, the boys and I will take care of him temporary. We will try everything we can.' I looked at him as I smiled.

Louis' blue eyes are so beautiful, I wonder why I never looked at them like this before.

'Have you seen anything else?' Louis asked. 'No, no I didn't. At least I think. I don't want to think about Harry, but I'm so scared I will lose him too and I don't want to see you sad and....' I couldn't talk further since tears rolled down on my cheek.

Louis sat closer to me and pulled his arm around my neck. 'Hey hey Leah what did I say? It will be okay, you heard me?' Louis said to me. I tried to smile but I couldn't. I hugged him as tears still fell down from my eyes.

I'm happy Louis was able to comfort me. If I was alone right now, I don't know. I think I would've gone crazy.

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