Why care..? (Tommyinnit angst)

Good enough?

𝐓𝐖: 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦, 𝐀𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞, 𝐒𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐁𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐓𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

I just finished streaming on the dream smp. I let out a sigh and fall on my bed. I scroll through  twitter to see if anything new is happening. I sit there for a good hour when Wilbur called me."Hello?" i say. "Tommy are you ok?". I'm a little taken back by his question. "w-what do you mean?" i ask nervously. "Ive noticed you zone out alot when we talk, and it looks like you haven't slept for days!". It was true. I have bags under my eyes, i am pale, and i look like a skeleton.

𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗹𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗴𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴

𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗯𝘂𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁

𝗻𝗼𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂

"Tommy?". I zoned out again. "s-sorry!" i squirm.  I did'nt want to be pitied by Wilbur. He was one of my closest friends, so why do i keep secrets from him?

"Tommy are you sure you're alright?". You could hear his concern in his voice.

"im fine." I say roughly, ending the call.

I felt bad hanging up on him, but my head was swarming with thoughts.

I don't deserve his support. I dont deserve anything i have.

𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

Tommy hung up on me, but i was'nt mad, just concerned. I called Phil

"Whats up mate?" Phil asked me.

"im concerned for Tommy. He keeps zoning out and it looks like he has'nt slept in days..." Wilbur said in concern for the boy.

"you're not wrong... I was talking to him the other day, and he kept zoning out.It may have been caused by lack of energy, wich is understandable, now that he has a fulltime job at such a young age." Phil said slightly worried.

"what are we going to do?" Wilbur asked.

"what if we meet up? We could bring Techno over too!"

"sounds like a plan! Next week?"

"Next week.". With that i hung up, and went to sleep.

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