Why care..? (Tommyinnit angst)

Chapter 6

3rd POV:

The day had come for the SBI to meet up. Tommy packed the few things he brought with, when he went to Wilbur's. It was a quite nice day. I't was noon, and you could hear the birds chirping outside the window. Tommy and Wilbur Went to the car, and started driving. Tommy was very excited to meet up, though also very nervous. 

A million bad things could happen during this trip. But Tommy decided not to worry about that right now. He was happy to be with people that actually cared...

... Right?

Wilbur and Tommy was the first to arrive. They went to the register and went to their assigned room. Tommy liked the hotel room. The floor was dim brown, with a tint of white. The walls were made out of wood, with smal paintings of plants on them. Outside was a white balcony, with a beautiful sight over Brighton.

Tommy smiled, knowing he was going to stay here for a week or two. Wilbur started emptying their bags. "Child, come help me!"  Wilbur shouted from the other room. "Fiiiine." Tommy said trying to sound irritated, but in fact he was quite happy.

(time skip brought to you by my sleep deprived self :,) )

Wilbur was making lunch while someone knocked on the door. Tommy went over to the door, and opened it. There stood none other than Philza Minecraft, and Technoblade. He greeted both of them, and they walked in. "sorry we're late, this hotel is harder to navigate than we thought." Techno said in his usual monotone voice. "it's alright. Do you want some lunch?" Wilbur said calmly. "Sure!" Phil said. Tommy was very happy to finnaly eat something proper for once. Most of his meals was just snacks, considering his parents didn't know how to properly feed a kid.  He was only a result of a love affair. His dad had told him the only reason that he's still in that hellhole, is because of him. He was an utter mistake he'd been told.

They all sat down and begin eating. Wilbur made scrambled eggs, with bacon and sausages (ok i admit im hungry, leave me alone) and some store bought orange juice. Tommy hadn't tasted something this good in months- even years! Even though it was just a simple meal, he couldn't be more grateful. 

Tommy POV:

i had just finished my meal, when i found my stomach turning. "i have to go to the bathroom." I rushed out, and began looking for the bathroom. I quickly go in, leaning over the toilet and started puking. Shit. After not eating for so long, i haven't gotten used to eating this much.

I flush the toilet, and washed my face in the sink. Maybe i should eat less next time, and slowly work my way up. No, they would notice i wasn't eating much. Besides i shouldn't get used to eating this much, or else i'll starve when i get back home. 'home'. Just thinking about it made me feel bad. I dried my face, and tried to put on a smile when i went back.

While walking back, i could feel the sensation of itching on my arms. I chose to ignore it. When i came back, the others were already done. "You okay there mate? You look a bit pale." Phil said, slight worry in his tone. "Yeah i'm alright, i just didn't sleep well last night." I half lied. I could feel eyes staring at me from behind. I look around to see Wilbur, staring at me. I chose to ignore him, because i really didn't want to talk about what happened. I went to my room. It was a empty room, with only a bed, a desk, a chair, and a window. I lay down in my bed, recalling all the events that had happened the few days. Honestly, even though alot of shit happened, I would say there happened more good things than bad. But I don't feel like I deserve to open up to my friends. I don't want them to go through the pain I went through.  I just sat on the phone. 

(time skip to dinner lol)

"Dinners ready!" Philza called out. I look up from my phone, and sigh. "Not hungry, sorry. I ate alot of lunch." I said as an excuse. "atleast come down, child!" Philza shouted. I groan, and begin walking over to the table. When everyone was here, they began eating. "I know we haven't done much today, since we just got here, but tommorow i want to do something fun!" Wilbur said, eagerly. "We could go to the beach?" Techno suggested. "Good idea Techno. What about you Tommy?" "Huh? oh- yeah that sounds nice." I say. We sit at the table, joking and laughing, until everyone was done. Everyone slowly headed to bed.

3rd POV:

Tommy quitely went to his room. He layed in bed, being sleepless as usual. It was around 1AM when he decided to tweet. 'special stream coming up! It's going to be pog!'. He made sure he kept that enthusiasm he always had on streams.

Tommy was scrolling through twitter, when he heard a slight knock on the door. tommy swiftly put the phone away. You could hear a sigh through the door. "Tommy i know your awake, i got a notification from your tweet. Can i come in?". The voice was Wilbur's. Tommy sighed, and let out a  quite "come in.". Wilbur went silently into the room, careful not to wake the others, and sat on the chair besides Tommy's bed. "Why are you up toms?" Wilbur asked, concerned but calmly. "Couldn't sleep." He muttered. Wilbur sighed. And began ruflling tommy's hair gently. "What if i stay here until you sleep?" Wilbur asked. "i guess that's fine." Tommy said, actually grateful. Wilbur continued stroking Tommy's blonde hair, eventually drifting the young boy to sleep.

A/N 

OMG that took forever! I promised myself to make a long chapter, for you guys! Right now all seems well, but oh boy you guys are in for a ride!

Next chapter will come soon, i promise. ANd while i write that, stay tuned. 

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