I Love You Like A Love Song Baby

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I just stand there, eyes wide surprised he found it.

"It's nothing it's fine it's nothing important!" I say, running and jumping to reach it as he holds it up on the air.

"Bri, what are you hiding from me?" I sigh. This is it. This is the moment.

"It's a song book... I write songs..."

"Baby that's so cool why didn't you tell me this?" He smiles.

"Because I was ashamed about what I write about." I fiddle with my fingers and look down.

"Can I?" He asks, looking me in the eyes, asking for my consent. I slowly nod and look back up at him with fearful eyes.

(Pretend these are her songs)

Page 1

Pray
Heaven only knows when I'm in hell, none of my friends can even tell
I wanna fucking die but I never say it, sick of getting high but I do the same shit, I can't even cry so I try to fake it, I hate it
I pray to god let me die in my sleep (and the whole song)

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Pain
You took away my heart and, told me we were different, beautiful with room to grow
You left me in the morning, softly without warning, how was I supposed to know
Oh I'm trying, give me a reason, to let you go cuz, right now I can't
I'm in pain, I'm in pain (the rest of that song)

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If You Love Me
Maybe there's a reason in your head, tired up someone somewhere that we went, maybe it's the feeling that you get, guilty over everything we did
Finding all the ways, all the other ways they can hurt me, I won't be the same, it won't be the same won't be as easy
Cuz what you don't know, when my heart grows cold, I hold my demons close, and I don't let go no I don't let go no I don't let go

"Wow Bri this is really good. This is amazing. You should be a artist I know you're good at singing. How about I could get you a record deal?"

"No no that's what I don't want. I don't want to be famous and get all of that hate. At all I can't stand it. I need to stop thinking I'm going to be something one day my mom told me not to even try because it'll never happen. And I know it won't. It'll never happen. Ever. So I'm not taking the chance." I explain, taking my notebook back and walking up the stares to put it back where it belonged.

"Baby you don't understand me. You have a true talent. I know you resent your mom so prove her wrong. Show her who you are. That you're more than a nothing. That you can make it in life. That you're amazing. That you're Brianna Thomas." He smiles and holds my hand. Damn this dude should be a motivational speaker I mean he even got me to think I'd be something.

"Fine. One song." I say, picking up my notebook and looking through them.

"Ok which one?"

"This one." I point at the song (ha you won't know until it comes out because I'm a bitch like that haha)

We finally decide to go back out and say hey to the boys. I get Jackson and start to breast feed him while everyone watching.

"What?" I ask.

"Don't you think that's weird? I mean I understand Jaden sucking your tit but is seeing your baby suck it?" Josh says, staring at my breasts.

"Well if you weren't so dirty minded you wouldn't have a problem. It's nature it's an ordinary thing. Don't worry he'll grow out of it." I explain to him.

"Does it hurt?" Noah adds in.

"I mean I feel a little nip at it but it isn't unbearable." I say, taking Jackson away deciding he's had enough.

"Doesn't it flatten your tits? I mean I don't want those beauties going away!" Bryce says. Then Jaden smacks him on his head. "Ow! I was just sayin!" I laugh.

"I'm not sure to be honest but we'll find out." I say.

"Either way Jaden wouldn't mind he'd still suck your tits like a little baby!" Bryce laughs.

"Dude!" Jaden says and smacks his head again.

"Hey! That hurts!" Bryce whines, rubbing his head.

"Dude you asked for it." And with that Bryce shrugs, knowing he's right.

"Baby let's go to the recording studio and get some music on!" Jaden says, grabbing the keys and my hand and pulling me out the door.

We arrive at the recording studio and get set up and I meet the one and only Travis Barker.

"Oh my gosh oh my god hiiiiiiiii!!!" I say, then stumble on my shoes when I see Jaden dapping him up. "Wait you know are FRIENDS?!?!" I almost faint.

"Yeah he did Angels and Demons, So What!, and Comatose with me and we're working on a new song with Ian Diorr." Jaden says.

"Oh my god the "mood" dude? I love that song!" Jaden laughs at my reaction.

"Yeah Travis and I go back a while. We're also friends with someone you love but that's a surprise for another day." He winks at me and I blush and giggle.

"Ok so my song how do I do this?" Jaden shows me around and what all the buttons do and the auto tune and he shows me the inside of the box thingy (idk what to call it) where I sing. We record the song a few times until we get it perfect.

"Oh my god I can't believe I'm having my first song out ever!!!" I says and jump in Jaden's arms. I look up at him and kiss him. "I love you so much." He looks down at me and smiles.

"I love you too babygirl."

We get home and I go straight to Jackson to feed him and give him a bath. Jaden comes to join me and we keeps splashing water and bubbles at each other and laughing. He grabs some of the bubbles and puts all the bubbles on his chin to make him have a beard.

"Will you be my hoe hoe hoe?" I laugh and slap his arm and we finish cleaning Jackson and put him to bed.

"You're such an idiot Jaden." I laugh.

"But I'm your idiot." He smirks as he starts to push me on to the bed and kiss me.

Hey guys thank you so much for the views and comments and tell me if u want smut next chapter because idk what I want to do. So DO YOU WANT SMUT? Thank you love y'all🖤

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