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𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐚 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞_𝐏•𝐉𝐌_
Mania is an obsessive love towards partner. It leads to unwanted jealousy and possessiveness -- known as codependency. Obsessive love is found in couples with an imbalance of Eros and Ludus love which is the main cause of mania . Obsessive love as it says madness or obsessiveness towards partner .
Mania Love that's what he had for me . My 4 most important years of my life . College . Dreams , Achievements and Aspirations . All those things had clouded my mind as I had stepped in the concrete brick-made building .
It would be fate that on my very first day I met him. Park Ji-min. The hottest boy in the campus. Hunky , handsome , mysterious and secretive . My locker was just beside his and so was my seat. Being the introvert I was , I liked keeping a low profile even-though the principal was my uncle .
I scored good in all subjects .Except chemistry . To the point that I almost felt that all the equations and numerical were my enemies . Magically , one day while I was sitting in the library , my face buried in my books along with many other studying and praying mentally to god to not fail me in chemistry . A figure came and sat beside me . Him.
Being my seat mate he saw me struggling and helped me in studying . Just like me , he topped all subjects including chemistry. The girls of my college called him Hot Nerd . To me he was kind and a complete gentleman .
He would make me the formulas and equations ten times until I would remember them by heart .Make me sit in the chemistry lab and show me all chemical experiments which I failed to understand in theory . He became my private tutor .
We would study and hangout in several places like college , cafe , library etc. We started having feelings for each other , we became a lot of things . Seatmates , study-mates, locker-mates and finally lovers . I was shy and scared to say my feelings but he wasn't he took up the step and proposed me .
Days to months and months to years our relationship strengthened , he was madly in love with me . Like every other relationship ,we had small fights and quarrels but like mature people we resolved our issues and cuddled to sleep .
Our families accepted each other . Everything was perfect and in its place. But then slowly in the fifth year of our relationship things changed . Or you could also say begun to change . He became possessive of me . Obsessive of me. He used to be extremely jealous of whoever I would talk to . He began to cage me . Stopping me from meeting my friends , family basically locking me up in our house .
It was like the old Ji-min was long gone . The man who was in front of me was a psycho , mad lover who was obsessed with me . I couldn't handle the suffocation that one day we had a heated argument , he went into beast mode and almost hurt me until a painful truth was discovered by me .
Jimin had (OLD) . Obsessive Love Disorder . No-one knew about it , no even his friends and family . Only his step-brother Tae-hyung knew who was in London. That day I ran away , far far away from him.
I explained everything to my family . I felt extremely heart-broken about everything . However my family supported me . When Ji-min 's parents got to know about it they were sad as well , they decided to meet him and send him to mental asylum so he could get treated . But when they went to our apartment , Ji-min was gone and missing .
No-one knew where he went . Six months after everything I was lucky enough to meet an amazing young man Jeon Jungguk. And very quickly I realized that he was the one I wanted to share my life with . I asked him to marry me and he said yes. Everything was good and perfect again. Maybe too perfect but I just ignored it which was my biggest mistake .
One month after our wedding day was fixed and finally the most important day of my life . But who knew my wedding day was the last day I would see my family .
Last day to ever feel my self .
Last day to enjoy my freedom.
After the glamorous ceremony , Jungguk decided to take me to his house in Busan. But who knew that the house he was taking me to was a dungeon. Made for me by my lovely ex-boyfriend . On my wedding night , when I waited for my husband to come in our bedroom . I was splendidly surprised by someone else .
Park Ji-min.
My world came crashing down as he sat beside me and explained everything with a dirty smirk on his face . Jungguk was apparently one of his childhood best friends with whom he took help of and planned everything . Meeting me , make me fall all over and cage me again . Jungguk and I were never married in the first place because the priest was fake.
I sat there thinking about my life . Its destroyed completely . On my wedding night , Ji-min drugged me which made me lose consciousness for hours. He brought to another country , another place where no one could find me . Stole me away from my family .
He had me caged like he said . The chains rattled as I tried to move my wrists . I was sat on the ground chain to the best posts of the bed. Two chains tied my wrists while one another one was around my feet and waist . I couldn't even move an inch . All I could do was sit there the entire day and keep thinking about my past .
He would go to work every morning and come in night , he would spend his time with me . Feed me , shower me , and made me sleep with him. He had control of my life I was all his now . I heard footsteps as the door opened and he walked in . He was wearing a suit like he always does. He took his coat of throwing it some where and bent down unchaining my waist and lifted me on his lap .
'' Did my kitten , miss me ?'' Those words rolled off his plump , juicy lips which was addictive to once . He black orbs piercing through my soul , making me shiver . I slowly nodded my head , looking away .
'' Kitten , you know you shouldn't lie to your master . You know what would result in ? '' He smirked , tugging a stand behind my ear .
He kissed my forehead , then eyes , cheeks nose and temple. He had a smile on his face as he cupped my cheek , pulling me in a rough kiss . I knew one thing for sure .No matter how much I try or think I would never be able to escape him .
'' Bad kittens , need to be punished , right ? ''
𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐚 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 _ℙ•𝕁𝕄_✔
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