Follow your heart

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When Ryan arrived in Seoul, she still did not know what really happened. She understood that a K-pop idol getting caught was a big deal however she also knew that the BTS members were all grown-up men who wanted to live their life to the fullest which also included meeting up with women and falling in love eventually.
The one thing she was absolutely sure of was that she would not give up on Yoongi without a fight. It had taken her some time but she comprehended now that she needed him with her to be happy.

The driver was already waiting for her when she came out of the terminal, taking her luggage after greeting her. Maybe secretly she had hoped that Yoongi would be there to welcome her but only the driver led her to take a seat in the back of the van.
Ryan was surprised that the car did not take the direction to the BigHit building but towards the complex that housed the dorms and the little apartment she had stayed in twice.
"Are we not going to the headquarters?" She asked the driver as he entered the underground garage.
"We will but we have to pick someone up first."
Ryan started to get anxious to see if it could be her boyfriend.
As they stopped near the staircase entrance, the door of the elevator opened and the maknae line stepped out. She felt a bit disappointed yet also happy to have some time with Yoongi's band members.
"Ryan?" Jimin exclaimed enthusiastically when he saw her sitting in the middle row.
"Hey Jimin. How are you doing?" She asked him when she leaned in for a hug.
"Hey step aside, I want to hug Noona too," Jungkook shouted as he pushed Jimin to the side.
"No need to fight, guys." Ryan told them as Jimin tried to hit the maknae at the back of his head.
She gave the youngest the same treatment as his friend, before both sat in the back seats.
"Hey, Ryan." Taehyung smiled at her as he got in the car, sitting next to her. "Shouldn't you be in London?"
"Yes but I've got a call from Jin that I needed to take the next plane here."
"Why?" The youngest asked from behind them.
"Some paparazzi shot pictures of me and Yoongi."

"Oh no!" Taehyung's facial expression changed drastically.
"What?" Ryan became nervous as she looked at him.
"I had been caught once, years ago," he started to explain, "Let's say it was her or my career."
"But that does not mean it will be like that for you two?" Jimin added as he patted her shoulder to console her.
"No, it doesn't. Also, the choice was easy for me as she was just a fling. As for you and Yoongi, you are a couple that loves each other deeply." Taehyung tried his best to lift the depressing mood.
"It will be fine," Jungkook said as he hugged her from behind.
"I know Jungkook. Don't worry."

For the rest of the ride, Ryan stared out the window, her mind racing with thousands of thoughts.
What will Yoongi do if he needed to choose between her and his music?
What will she do if they get asked to choose?
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. One thing she was sure of was that she would never let him chose her over his career. She knew what music meant to him and even if she learned that they both loved each other, their future together was unsure as his love for his music will always remain.

Soon, they arrived at the BigHit building where the youngest hugged her goodbye. They told her to come to dinner that evening which she accepted with a big grin.
Ryan took the elevator to the floor that the driver had indicated to her, saying Yoongi and the CEO will be waiting for her in room 707.
During the ride up, her hands started to sweat and her knees started to go weak. She closed her eyes to calm herself, seeing Yoongi's smiling face before her, telling her how much he loved her.
"I love you too," she murmured, her fingers holding the pendant tightly before opening her eyes to the Bing announcing her arrival.
As it was not her first time in the building, she remembered where she needed to head to get to the meeting room.
After another turn, she saw Namjoon in front of the door talking on his phone. When he noticed her, he excused himself and ended the call.
"Hey, Ryan. It is really nice to see you again. Even if I would have preferred it was under other circumstances, " he told her as they hugged. "Just go in, they are waiting for you. And maybe try to calm your boyfriend down, I think he is losing it slowly."