Follow your heart

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Her time with Yoongi was passing by too fast. Every minute they spend together Ryan got surer than she needed in him in her life to be happy.
During his stay, they have gotten to know each other a lot better. Ryan now knew what her boyfriend loved to eat and Yoongi what her preferences in clothes were. They also both discovered their sleeping habits and how their position during their sleep would bring them the best rest.

Their first little fight was another new experience, they had during his trip. They were discussing when they could meet up next and Yoongi was insisting on a specific date, yet Ryan couldn't promise him that due to her work. The rapper felt offended, taking it as if his girlfriend did not want to make time to see him. After a heated exchange, they both went their separate ways for ten minutes to calm down before Yoongi called Ryan, asking her to come back to the room to talk it out. One thing though was for sure, if the sex after every argument was as good as this one, Ryan would have to get in more fights with him.

The morning they had to say goodbye anew, she prepared to go to work as usual. They had discussed if Ryan should accompany Yoongi to the airport. However, both felt it would a) be too hard on them to let the other one go; and b) it would be more of a goodbye than a see you soon.
So, Ryan just walked up to him lying in bed, checking his emails after they had eaten breakfast together and kiss him like every morning this past few days. Yoongi also acted like the other days, and kiss her back passionately before wishing her a good day.

On his flight back, Yoongi fell asleep almost immediately after take-off. When he woke up five hours later, he had a big smile on his face. He closed his eyes as the images that he had seen in his dream came back to him.
He was sitting in a park, his notebook and a pen in his hand, humming a sweet melody.
Yoongi opened his eyes, hurrying to grab a paper from his bag to put down the song he had in the back of his mind. When he knew he had it all written down, he closed his eyes once again, still humming the tune.
In his dream, he lifted his gaze from the notebook to see kids playing around on a large meadow. They were laughing, shouting, and chasing each other. He smiled as he watched them happily playing.
Suddenly, he felt another presence next to him but he could not take away his eyes of the children.
"You look like you found your happiness." The female voice said next to him as she laid her head on his shoulder.
"I do because of you and them." Then he turned towards her and looked at Ryan's gorgeous face close to him before leaning in to kiss her tenderly.
Is this how he imagined his future? He had never thought about it, living day by day, enjoying life as it came. Yet with her everything was different, everything had changed, for the better in his opinion. His body and mind craved to have her close as soon as they were apart.
'I guess this is it!' The thought was very clear in his head. 'I need to find a way for her to come and stay with me for the rest of my life.'

Yoongi took his laptop out of the bag and started to look up the possibilities for her to do her job as a consultant in Korea, like permanently without having to travel all the time. His first thought was to just have her with him all the time, live with him, look after him and travel to the BTS schedules with him. Yet he knew that it would not happen. She would never agree to depend on him completely and he had to admit that it was one of the traits he admired her for.
Suddenly, he remembered a conversation they had when they met up the second evening. The tattoo on her arm coming to his mind. With hasty hands, Yoongi searched through the internet. This was the solution; it would make her dream come true as well as his.
The plane was to land soon so Yoongi put away his stuff for now but he will have to discuss this with her tonight when he phoned her.

While Yoongi was on his flight back home, Ryan had an awful day at the company she was working at right now. Mr. Flaming had been an asshole since the night at the bar, especially today, he was asking her to calculate all her numbers and charts again. When she finally got back to her hotel room, she was totally exhausted. How much she missed having Yoongi by her side to comfort her with kisses, hit her really hard that evening.
After the well-deserved shower, she dressed in Yoongi's t-shirt and crawled into bed, hugging his pillow real tight. Just as she was about to drift off to sleep, her phone started to ring. She picked up without looking at the screen because she knew who it was from the personalized ringtone.
"Jin!" Next, she started to worry. "Why do you call me? Is something wrong with Yoongi?"
"Hello to you too Ryan!" Jin said in a scolding manner. "No, it is not about Yoongi. Don't worry, he is still on the plane."
"Uufff!" Relief washed over her, "But why are you calling me then?"
"You don't like it when I call you."
"No that's not it but none of you guys has ever called me without a good reason and they always involved my boyfriend." Ryan stopped as she heard Jin speaking to another member in Korean. It sounded urgent.
"You are right. Why I call is that there is a situation related to you and Yoongi?"
"What are you talking about?"
"You have been caught by a paparazzi a few days ago and now he wants money or he will go public with the pictures in a few days."
"Great!" Ryan exclaimed exaggeratedly.
"BigHit has already spoken to the company you are working for to give you somedays off. In your email, you will find a plane ticket to Seoul. Our company wants you here too before taking any further step to it."
"Does Yoongi know?"
"For now, no! Namjoon will go and pick him up at the airport to talk to him."
As she was chatting to Jin, Ryan opened her email-app and found the document immediately. She checked the details and started to panic.
"What is this?" She shouted at the oldest BTS member who was on speaker now.
"What is what?" He replied anxiously.
"The ticket says the flight leaves in three hours." Ryan could hear Jin letting out a deep breath.
"You've got me panicked Ryan. That was not nice."
Ryan jumped out of bed, starting to pack up her belongings.
"Sorry, Jin. I need to go. Don't have time to talk. See you in Seoul."
Then she hung up on him, hurrying around the room to get her things.