I wasn't in the mood for anything , I was getting tired of people doing that to me , I started to stare at my skin , rub on it , to see if the color was going to come off "Why?" I asked myself but it didn't come of
I started to cry on my pillow and I felt a cold breeze on my shoulder then all of of a sudden my a paper flew on my bed saying
Dear God
So I have always wondered why I had such a dark complexion and why I was made that
way but I always knew you had a purpose for me and even though I never grew to love I I knew that you still love me even with my looks
love Majorie
it was from my mom , she wrote when she was in school , "So she also felt the same way " i held the letter and said.
my door opened. my Dad had come in the room "Hey sweetie , how was your day you didn't come down stairs " he asked with worry "Look. Dad " I said he took it "It was from mom " I uttered , he then folded it and wiped, a tear from his eye .My Dad was sensitive about my mom every since her death and he never told me why
"Dad why do you always run from this topic "I asked him "Listen Majorie is in the past "He protested
"Then why are you still holding on to it ?"I questioned "Look Dad you can't continue to escape it , she was my mom " I cried out
"Michelle we are done with this conversation come down stairs for your food " He said
"Dad! "I cried out "Michelle! you heard me !"he protested
"I feel like nobody cares about me , and on top of that I had to be dark skin "I mumbled with anger
I was about to close my door until my Dad said"She killed herself " the tears falling from my eyes were from the shock I was going "Why?"I questioned "Because of her skin , she hated , they way she looked ,but when I saw her I saw dark beautiful woman , who had unique beauty that nothing could compare but she listen to the others ,"he showed a picture
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"She was beautiful but she was just like me "I uttered "yeah she was , she took that picture when she was pregnant with you , I never want here you say such a thing again " he proclaimed and wiped a tear from my eye and closed the door
I realized that God was trying to tell me not to make the same mistake .
