Never have I ever

"Tragedy "

So I go to White stone  Middle school High-school , unlike other high schools , this one is ghetto by "Ghetto " I mean ghetto , fights in the hall ways .People play fighting , running and the girls being  weird trying to flex off their stuff .It's pretty nerve wracking being a christian in such a school because people  just , just  aaaah you will understand later  .So it was Monday and we were going to school, I decided to wear  a big sweater with shorts with some Nikes  .

And wore my cross chain .I got there , to see Jordan and Antonio messing with people by people I mean girls , they seem to like it so , hmm I guess  .You might be wondering why I care , I care because he bullies me a lot for no reason ,he just hates my guts for some reason 

speaking of him when I saw him I tried to hide may self in the crowd of people until , people reduced and I was seen without the crowd  my bag.  was then pulled off my back , I looked behind to see Antonio  "Please , Please " I pleaded    Antonio looked through 

 Jordan then pinned my head to the wall and laughed  he then looked at the cross on my neck   said "You Silly christian , you think you know everything  huh?""I didn't say that "I pleaded he then tore it of my neck  and grabbed it  "you-" he was saying until he was interrupted by Antonio "She has nothing in the bag just silly bible quotes  " he let my neck go and look me straight in the eye  and  walked away  .

I tear fell from my eyes as I was crying , I picked up my bag from the floor and my  cross chain , I looked at my bag to see "Philippians 4;13 I can do all things  through he who strengths me " a quote I had written  I then wiped my tears and got it together.  

I walked to my 2nd period class that was my English class  I entered the class to see miss Renolds teaching the  class  "Miss Lucreta why are you late? "   

"She was probably skipping  ,a girl like her would do anything for attention " Jordan  blurbed out 

"No I wouldn't "I protested "Try me "Jordan uttered  "Enough sit down Miss Lucreta "Miss Renolds  said  , i looked at Jordan with frustration and sat down   "That's what I thought "He said with a lip bite 

Eva  one of the  fine girls in school said "That's what all those dark skin girls like her are  trash "she uttered as everyone laughed  Jordan 

I tried not cry  so I plugged in my head phones and played "Testify by J. Monty " you might be think I am the only dark skin but I am not , there others that are way prettier , plus their parents are rich so they are cool with them  it 's just me and the fact that I am a christian destroys it .

School ended and I headed home , went straight to my room ready to cry my eyes out until I saw  the Bible verse on the wall 

"he will wipe every tear from their eyes or mourning or crying or pain for the old order of things has passed  "

rev 21;4 

I looked at it and knew God was with me , I prayed  and said "Lord I know you , understand and for that I trust you , please forgive Jordan and the people in my school  ."