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The service had ended and everybody was happy 

Chris; Bruuh that was raw

Me;I told you 

Jeven; I really miss judged church 

Antonio ; Y'all we should come again next time 

Devon; Yeah

 Me; I am so glad you guys enjoyed it 

I left as they continued their conversation  and went to the car because Jordan was in the car 

Me;Hey

Jordan;So about what happened in church 

Me;Shh , it doesn't matter I understand your stressing your self , I already forgive you

Jordan;No wait I didn't tell you why I was angry 

Me; Okay , are you sure you feel comfortable saying this to me?

Jordan ;Yeah , so the reason , I was made was , when I was I witnessed my mom being murdered 

Me;What Jordan I am so sorry

Jordan ; "So it all started when ,  my mom and Dad had an argument , it then broke out. and escalated into something else ,my dad then got mad and stabbed her in the chest , at that moment didn't know what to do so I hide under my bed because it happen next to my room and , I didn't what was going to happen to me ,he stabbed her several times, from. After he came back to his senses and saw what he was doing he stopped and looked  then my older sister came in the room and saw Mom laying on the floor with a bloody chest , my Dad  looked dumbfound until my sister shot him , after she did she ran away and' never came back "

I was then shocked at had happened , a tear fell from my eye 

"I then had to stay with my grandma the rest of my life and she got a memory loss form all that happened , I then asked my self why would a God who loves me do this to me ?" 

I almost fell dumbfound to what he said but I felt as if the words were tossed in my mouth

"God sometimes bring stuff to break you to make you stronger  " I mumbled 

"Look I wouldn't care about what you said right now even if It was yesterday but today , I felt eternal peace with God "He cried out 

it was so emotional , I then hugged and he hugged me back and smiled 

"it's gonna be okay " I said "I know " he replied , I was then about o get out of the car to call the boys but he held my hand  and said "Thank you for bringing us here , it really helped me "

I then smiled and "No problem " I whispered 

I got out of the car. and I saw Chris and Jeven talking and Devon was talking to Antonio , before I spoke a word Chris came in and hugged me  " Thankyou" he said 

"I know I was really stubborn about coming here but thank you for bringing me here anyway  "

I hugged him back and smiled "You think " I  laughed out loud. before  I realized all the guys had huddled me with a hug including Jordan 

"Thank you" they all said  with a smile , "I love you guys , so much "I smiled 

the hug became tighter "lOVE YOU TO "

They said 

"Okay guys your squeezing my guts " I exaggerated , Jordan started to laugh and they all let go of me , we then went to the car Jordan started the car engine , I then connected my phone to the car 

and played "10 bY KB " everyone was hipped up with the gospel rap ,and we played "Testify by j. monty "

and we sang and played and I held Jordans hand and smiled , and he rubbed my hand 

I couldn't tell what I was feeling