Never have I ever

sweet cherry

so today was Monday and , this means its a school day ,  I frost read some pice of my bible and prayed. thanking God for my life  got ready an d combed my puffy hair and placed it into a side bun , wore a big red sweater shirt with my blue crocs , I was done so I went to Amaria's room to see what she had on  , and she had on some black tights with some big pink seater with a a slick side bun 

 , she saw me and scrunched my hair  , and  smiled at me

Amaria; Hey

Me;Hey

Amaria; Are you okay ?

Me;Yeah , you ?

Amaria ; Yeah ,  I am haver been just trying to get my life together lately , so io don't mess up

Me;You won't trust me especially to the fact that you have God 

she smiled and thanked me ,  we went out separate  ways , her to JJ's car and me to Troy's car , when she opened the door , I saw JJ and he looked at me with  stern glance , it looked like he missed our friendship but he couldn't express. it 

I smiled at him and went to Troy's car 

My thoughts:Maybe I did over react , yeah aaaah , I need to do better 

God please give me the wisdom to think 

 I sat in the car and Troy started his car engine and started to drive , I then looked at the window and sighed 

Troy; Whatsup?

Me;What do you mean" what sup"?

Troy;Your staring at the window and making is sound (uuuugh!) 

Me;Yeah

Troy;Whats that suppose to mean ?

I was silent and speechless , I knew the and but I didn't want to say it 

Troy:JJ ? isn't it

Me;How do you know ?

Troy;You kept staring at him when he came 

Me;You saw me ?

Troy;Duh ? , speak up , lend me your thoughts  , c'mon 

Me;Fine , I miss him and I feel like I messed everything up with him for no reason 

Troy;I mean I don't know what happened so I can't tell you if you did 

Me;Oh I forgot I didn't tell you 

Troy;You think ?

the honest truth was if I told Troy he would kill JJ and start a fight with him , so I decided not to

Me;Yeah soo.. about what happened 

Troy;Go on, tell me 

Me; I'd would rather not because it's ver private and personal issue 

Troy; I am your older brother , I deserve to know 

he had already made his mind up to know but , fortunately , we were at school so I quickly change date topic 

Troy;Go on start talking 

Me;Troy look its your coach 

he then check this phone and I got out of his car 

Troy;Hey Michelle

Me;I have to go to school

Troy;Michelle  , I see what you did there , you escaped form me. this time but next time you won't

 I giggled and walked off