If secrets could Kill

Chapter 16 (cont.): You ruined the orgy...

Chappy 16: cont.

Brandons P.O.V

"I told you guys she wasn't gonna wanna talk to us"

"well then brandon how the hell do you suggest we find out what her problem is?"

"Obviously she has some serious problem with you and kyle, ive known that girl practically her whole life and only once have i ever seen her that pissed off."

"what did she mean she didn't wanna be a pawn anymore? what does she think she knows"

"She prolly talked to antonio, i mean think about it conner, who knows everything about that girl? who knows everything bout all of us?"

"whos antonio and what do you mean knows everything about her?"

"antonio was our roommate, him and mya were kinda close, well he was close wid everyone, thats how he knows everyones secrets and i mean he never said anything so we all trusted him but th..."

"but then for whatever reason he decided to start spiiling secrets before he left"

Mya had lots of secrets.   I was the only one that knew that, i knew about her past. but what secrets had she told him.  And why would he tell everyone.  She must not have told him her past, noone would ever betray her if they knew...

"what kind of secrets are we talking about kyle?"

i could sense him getting uncomfortable as he looked between conner and me.

"for the love of god kyle just tell him, i already know"

what the hell was going on here.  why did it matter if conner knew.  I really needed to talk to mya, just make sure shes alright.  But she'll never trust me again, she doesn't trust any guys.

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I went down to my room and locked the door i rele didn't need to be bothered anymore to night.  I went and layed on my bed taking in everything that had just happened.  I started thinking about the party and that jason kidd.  Why had he looked so familiar.  And he acted like he'd seen me before to? Maybe I'd seen him in the food center or one of my...OMFG, i know where i'd seen him before.  He was the kidd In the living room the other day.  The one on the couch, but i knew him from somewhere else.  Mr.s's class, he was the reason i had to sit next to cilia.  Why hadn't it clicked earlier.arghh im so gonna have a word with him.

"mya you in here?" aghaghagh i can never just lay down and relax.  maybe if i dont answer they'll go away...

"mya for gods sake your lights on and your radio i know your in there" shit why did i have to turn the radio on too

"what do you want?" i was really sick of everyone bothering me today.  Imean i honestly never minded being the one everyone could turn to an trust.  but ever since the whole antonio thing i had no idea who i could rele trust anymore.  I mean everytime ive ever trusted any guy in my life with the exception of my father, they've hurt me.  Why did I ever think that would change.

"I heard the arguing...well you yelling at the guys, i just wanted to make sure you were ohkay?"

"No im not ohkay, i cant live here anymore, everyday i have to live with constint reminders of my mistakes, Fuck forgive and forget" there was silence on the other side of the door, i shouldn't have been so rude, i was just so pissed off.

"I'm sorry Mya,...wanna go for a walk,"

"Thanks ryan but i'm just gonna stay here i think"

"come on, well go to the hill with jenn and jordan, james" what the hell it beats hangin around here waiting for one of the assholes to come knocking on my door again.

"Fine, give me a min.to get dressed"

"oh boyy what were you doin haha"

"I can still change my minddd" i managed to get out through my chuckle

"ha i was just kidding, jeezz ill be in the hall"

I got up and threw on some sweats and a layerd shirt, it wasn't too cold out yet.  I went in to the living room and threw on my boots and went into the hall to meet up with everyone.  As we got to the hill we all just layed there in silence it was nice, took my mind off things for a little while.

"ughooo" way to break the silence, i burst out laughing as ryan started makin sex noises that echoed between the buildings, soon enough i joined in.  Felt good to let lose and not care what anyone thought.

"ohhhh yuh" we went back and forth for a while both cracking up in between, that was untill james tried ha. james was very interesting.  His personality was certaintly one in a millon, and he didnt care to say what he thought with out any regard to what the consequences of those words would be.  but he was also kind of akward, ad so when he decided to join in well...it was akward.

i know that sounds bad, i mean saying that jams doin it was akward but not ryan, but trust me it deffinently was.  see i was comfortable around ryan never felt akward around him, then again maybe thats because he never said he wanted to see me in a porno, ha joking or not, makes one wonder.

"james you ruined the orgy" it was funny how serious ryan could sound.

"what?"

"You r-u-in-d t-h-e o-r-g-y"

"bahaha that was greatttt" i couldn't help it at this point im pretty sure i had tears in my eyes from laughing so hard