If secrets could Kill

Chapter 9: The past,and lets keep it that way

Chapter 9:

Mya's P.O.V

"uh um...hey Amilia"

Why had he used my full name, he knows i go by mya

"what are you doing here"

"...um excusee me but who the hell is he" i could tell mila thought he was attractive, even though she was playing the tough supportive best friend at the moment, and he was, verryyy attractive, but that didnt change what he did

"better yet why is he calling you amilia" Ryan still stood holding the door eyeing brandon up and down

"yeah and why is he here"  trevor gave me a look of concern, he was like a big brother to me

i stood there half ignoring all them still in shockk

"hes nobody" i could see the hurt in brandons eyes as i answered Mila not moving my own eyes from his, i couldn't take the pain in his face any longer, i looked down at the ground

"you need to leave" i said quiter than i had intended

"but babe..."

"DO NOT CALL ME THAT I AM NOT YOUR BABE" i cut him off how dare he i could feel the tears starting to swell up, trevor watched me as he slowly walked over placing his arm around me rubbing my arm slightly trying to calm me down

"you need to leave right now i ment what i said when i left" brandon stood there about to say something back to me before ryan started pushing him out the door.  I was a little shocked when he was actually suceeding i mean ryan wasnt weak but he was skinny and brandon, well he was your typical jock, standing nearly 6'4" and those muscles! his arms were enourmus but not in that creepy roidhead way.  I found my self biting my lower lip as i looked him over he was so hot, his chesnut brown locks that feel around his face in all the right places...

"dude what the fuck get your hands off me" i was brought back to reality,aware that trevor still had his arm aroundd me holding me more securely now, as if reassuring me he was there for me, the look on his face let me know i had been staring off, but i already knew that

I felt the warm tears start to trickle down my face as i looked back over to the door where Brandon was yelling at ryan trying to make him move out of his way. i couldn't take it i ran back to my room, leaving behind the sound of brandons voice calling after me and ryan and now mila cussing him out telling him to leave me the fuck alone

I slammed the door, and the tears poured out i couldn't help it, why'd he have to come here, he was going to ruin everything, who am i kidding it was alreadyy ruined he was gonna make it worse, I let myself slide down the door as i felt my self shaking as i began crying even harder, i can't do this anymore i pulled myself off the ground only to fall into my bed i squeezed my eyes hard trying to hold back tears as best i could and brought my knees into my chest, rocking myself slightly

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(FLASHBACK)

"stop it brandon" i giggled, gawd why did he have to be so hott, we had been neighbors since my parents had moved here from boston, when i was five.  when we First met he was so shy, which was surprissin he was two- years older than me I had walked up to him and kissed him on the  cheek and introduced myself i was a veryy friendly little girl and well he was just so cute, he blushed and then out of no where tackled me to the ground screaming that girls had cooties. From that day on we were inseperable, he was like the big brother i never had.

"haha no amilia, not until you give it back" i had taken his cell phone from him getting annoyed that he had been on it the whole time

"im not gonna give it back you were texting the whole movie" i frowned "who is she, she must be important since your letting her interupt our movie night" i raised an eyebrow at him