SHADES OF LOVE❤

2.CHANGE IS PART OF LIFE!!!

Hey babies,i hope y'all are fine.
This story won't have any dramatic romanticism.
If you have noticed i wanted to write it because of very basic behavior patterns that are in fact toxic which are normalized in our society.
I have given you characters that are very strong,emotionally and socially but for a change i wanted to show someone emotionally fragile and vulnerable because i feel like all of us go through sad phase sometimes and not all of us are strong emotionally.

Ye affairs,shadi ki limits, socially kya acceptable hai kya nahi.
Ye sb toh hum smjhte hain,lekin dil????

Dil toh nahi smjhta na.
Galat karna zarur bura hai,lekin Galat sochna???

I just wanted to portray the pain of falling for someone when you are married and already feeling like a failure.
I know we have social rules but i wanted to attempt something in which the lines of right and wrong are blurred.

Notice how sumit never outrightly or conventionally disrespects or hurts sana but still is damaging her.

Notice how sana always suppresses and smiles at things she should talk about hurting her but doesn't .
How her eating habits are related to her emotions and how she blames herself for eveything wrong with her.

Most of us think of abuse as something physical.
Something that can be seen or heard but that doesn't mean you can't be hurt because of actions.

Saying it louder for some people

"WORDS NOT MATCHING ACTIONS IS  A MANIPULATION"

It is mental abuse!!!!
And if you promise someone world and then don't even give them an inch, it is in fact betrayal.

So when you read this short story see how our normal words and actions can make or break someone's essence.

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Sana was sitting with the ladies and had no idea what they were talking about.

Their language was no typical hindi,it had village slang and she was having a hard time processing it.

It was around 5 minutes when her mother in law said

"Bete jo lai thi na wo dede masi ko apni"

Sana nodded and went to sumit.

Sumit-Kya hua?

Sana-Gift nikalna tha suitcase se...mummy ne kaha hai.

Sumit nodded and said

"Ye lo chabi leke aajao"

Sana was hesitant but she had to say it

"Aah...wo...i don't remember the way..rooms ek jaise hai sb"

She was embarrassed even saying it and sumit's exhausted sigh was another blow.

It was sidharth that said

"Sumit bhai, main dikha deti hun...sana this way"

He waved dramatically and everyone laughed.

Sumit-Theek hai yar,tum dikha aao.

Sana smiled weakly at him and sidharth said

"Manav ne btaya aap ST college mein professor hain"?

Sana-Hanji.

Sid-So cool...i really wanted to teach there,state ka best PE college hai yar.
Tough luck.

Sana saw the ease with which he was talking to her and she was fascinated.

Sana-Aap bhi teaching mein interested hain?

Sid-Arey plz we are agemates,call me sidharth.
Aap bologe toh formality ho jaegi.