SHADES OF LOVE❤

3.RIGHT FEELING,WRONG PERSON!!!

I was able to finish more than half of it almost but your girl had an accident in kitchen and now my thumb is all wrapped up.
Naturally i can't type and voice recognition can only do so much.
So maybe I will add more chapters for the story okay.
This one can't be as long as i wanted it to be but enjoy!!!!

The journey of sana's transformation was not an easy beginning.

She was battling depression amidst other things.
And she didn't find out easily.

That night after sumit left,sana cried until her head was hurting.

She was on the floor trying to think how will this misery end.

She wanted to be happy again.
To stop this agony.
This feeling of never being enough for her husband.
She was tired of feeling ugly.

Perhaps she needs a new lifestyle?
Is that it?

If she will lose enough weight to be conventionally pretty,maybe then they will see her differently.

Maybe being attractive will lead people to be nice to her.
Right???

We all know she was wrong.
To assume pretty people don't get judged or are not bullied is also not true but the other side always looks greener,that's a fact.

It was the first month of this routine that made her almost die.
Sumit was not aware of any of it.

Its not because they aren't together.
Sumit barely talked to her after that night.

They talk only when necessary and she was fine with that.

Sumit avoided coming home after their jab.

Sana didn't even ask him to come.
She was ashamed to see him.
Yes,after lashing out on him that night, she still feels her behavior was not upto mark.

Sana believed she forced her insecurities on her husband and that is why he isn't coming home.

She has apologized for her behavior and he did too.
It wasn't something dramatic, just both of them texted each other.

Sumit told her he will be working on opening a branch in Udaipur and will be staying there for a month.
She wanted to ask more but didn't obviously.

Sidharth was her guiding angel through all this.

First week of gym and diet wasn't easy.
She craved chocolate like an addict and planned on killing sidharth so she can run away.

Don't believe me...see for yourself.
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Sana was wheezing like a dying man and sweating like a pig.

She wanted to sit down for a while but she can't.
Why?

"Sana...if you sit down for another break,you will give me another set of planks".

She glared at his oh so handsome face and mumbled a prayer to kill.him.

Sid*smiling*Abuse me all you want,i don't mind.
Lekin if you don't run right now,i will throw all the sweet yogurt remaining in the fridge.

Sana was about to cry.

Sana-b..but that's the only sweet thing in there.

Sid*mocking her*Awww do you wanna cry???

Sana-No.

Sid-What do you want then?

Sana-Han?

Sid*shout*What do you want?

Sana*strong*To lose weight.

Sid-Louder.

Sana-To lose weight.