RECKLESS ; D.M

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Draco POV:

I could watch her all night.

Her long wavy blonde hair, perfectly shaped face with her striking dark blue eyes, heen jawline, faint pink lips and flushed cheek bones.

She was perfect.

I wanted to show her that I liked her or wanted her, but I couldn't , I don't know how.

I cant let my feelings out. I've never felt like this about anyone before, I didn't want to seem soft infront of her or anyone.

My father always told me not to show my feelings, he never understood what it was like to love someone. I don't think he ever loved my mother.

Eleanor liked Blaise anyway, she was with him. I decided I would turn off my feelings.

I didn't want to show anything, I was going to act like I didn't care anymore.

I cant care, whenever I did my father always-

She woke up.

I walked away to the sofa and sat down looking away from the bedroom door. She walked out, and made her way beside me.

"Draco...." why did she make me feel different? Why? All these emotions built up inside me whenever she spoke to me, but I couldn't show her that I care, I don't care. She is "just a friend" , she has a boyfriend, she doesn't feel the same.

"What?" I let out annoyed answering her. I didn't want to look at her, I knew if I did I would feel it. The suspense in my stomach.

"Thanks for helping me and letting me stay" I could feel her gazing at me, she made it so hard not to look at her. My eyes kept looking out the window but the voice inside my head was telling me to look at her. No, no I'm not looking at her.

I have no feelings, Malfoy.

"Mhm" I hummed out.

Her reflection was in the window. I could see her wavy hair, thinking what it would be like running my hands through her hair, while she was in my arms, or just look into her dark blue eyes.

She made me Reckless as the days went on.

"What's up with you?" She knew I was annoyed, I couldn't say anything to her.

"Nothing, I'm fine" I said still not looking at her.
  I watched her in the reflection of the window, she rolled her eyes and got up walking back to the bedroom.

I turned back around knowing she was gone and put head in my hands. Why was I so miserable? I couldn't do anything.

"Where is Blaise, where did you bring him?" She walked back out of the room, I quickly turned my head back to the window looking at her reflection instead.

"He's with Pansy" I didn't want to talk her, I kept my answers short. Knowing Eleanor she would probably start questioning me.

"Why won't you look at me, have I done something?" There it was she started questioning me.

"No just go back to the bedroom, I'm tired" I needed her to leave, the urge inside me was getting stronger and stronger by the second. Not just to look at her but to..

"DRACO! why? Why have you been avoiding me, not talking to me, randomly help me and now... not even look at me?" Why was she so curious all the time, she always had some sort of question.

"Riddle just leave and go back to the bedroom" I wasn't calling her by her name anymore, it would show a form of feeling, I couldn't.

"No I'll just go back to my own dorm, Malfoy" she called me Malfoy. I didn't want to get any close to her, the truce, it was over...