『eight』

426 34 33
                                    

dear bunny,

felix loved the twice album, and he hugged me so tight i thought one of my ribs would pierce my lungs. but what makes my heart skip even more is every time you look at me in the eyes, every time you smile, every time you casually sling your arm around my shoulder. even the sound of your voice makes me go crazy. 

i'm so stupid.

we were playing truth or dare at felix's on saturday night, and you'd picked truth. so i asked you—i'm cringing so hard writing this. you know when you remember all the things you ever regret doing? that's what's happening right now. 

i asked you when you were the happiest. 

sure, that's not monumentally embarrassing, but what happens next is. 

you don't answer, so i urge you.

"tell me baby."

aaalzjalzhalzbalxhwgsoqpzhzballzhwuxpdbqlalzjalqlkskslqlakaklalzjxkpaxubalzpabxkalxupqhxhakvalxifwkzpdnagapjxgwoqppzhakxlapqkakpzpaixola somebody help me—

i'm not okay. 

and i gets worse. 

"you're the happiest when you're with me, right?"

you then proceeded to kick me, so i hit you back with a nearby cushion.

it all happened so fast, and i acted out of pure panic, but i still glimpsed a blush on your cheeks and a nervous smile. 

um...so yeah :D 

it hurts me in an uplifting way every time you give me hope. 

when you're way to obvious in front of your crush but you don't know how not to act awkward and you're just stuck in an infinite cycle of nervous, panicked, confident and clingy. yep, that's me.

you probably hate me by now, but there's not much i can do about that. as always, i'll just wait and see.

love,

jisung <3

『ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ』 ➵ minsung ✔Where stories live. Discover now