Exiled... Again

August 30

I literally just wanted my dick inside of somebody (Jacobi) or I wanted a dick inside of me (Jacobi... or Beaux) but here I was sitting on the balcony waiting for Semaj's brother to start talking. What this nigga wanted I wasn't entirely sure but if I were a betting man, I would guess that it had something to do with his current obsession which was Natalie; my question is between the 525,600 niggas who wanted her dead, why in the fuck was she still breathing? Like I get it, she's got Feds watching her every move but I'm sure if Jacobi wanted, he could put in one phone call and the Feds would be the ones who put the bullet in her head, and yet it just seemed like everyone was scared. It's crazy how one person could connect all these people together; Natalie put the hit out on Quran's dad because he wasn't trying to fuck with her (though I suspected that there was more to that story) Uncle James's secret love child who Natalie manipulated, Jacobi and bitch ass Victor hitting her by accident. Semaj getting blamed, and then there was the whole situation with Nazeer, Lucci, and Neji's FINE ASS. Not to mention the countless, nameless, other people she's hurt so the fact that she was still able to walk around was baffling to me. I looked at Loyalty who was staring over the balcony and I was wondering what was going through his head, he rarely spoke around me but according to Semaj, he was extremely insightful... I guess he wanted to get to know his brother before getting to know the extended family and I couldn't fault him for that.

"Uhh.... not to be rude or anything but could you like.... y'know, try to make this quick? I'm kinda in the beginning of something that I've been needing all day and this is kind of.... this is fuckin up the entire mood." I said looking at Loyalty who continued looking over the balcony.

"I need you to do something for me...." Loyalty said and it was weird, I could see Uncle James and Semaj's features all over his face, and yet, while they had this warmth and kindness to their green eyes, Loyalty had this coldness like an emerald frozen beneath a lake. Loyalty proceeded to tell me his plan and left me to think it over saying that he'd be back tomorrow for my answer, now I see why Semaj was hesitant to be alone with this nigga because he was crazy but.......... I locked the door once Loyalty left and walked up to Jacobi's office, as I stood outside the door I could hear him yelling at someone on the phone.

"I DON'T KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK I AM, BUT I'M NOT LIKE THOSE OTHER NIGGAS YOU CAN'T SCARE ME ELEAZAR AND THAT LITTLE STUNT YOU PULLED ALMOST GOT YOUR DUDES KILLED!!!!" Jacobi yelled as I walked into the office. "BITCH ASS NIGGA I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.... Wait, why are we even having this conversation over the phone? If you're really that nigga walk over here and say that shyt to my face." Jacobi said hanging up.

"Now this can go one of two ways; either he comes over here and gets his ass beat by both of us and then we fuck OR you can forget all about that nigga for one night so we can fuck... either way I'm not trying to waste any more time." I said walking over to him as he paced around trying to calm himself down, showing signs of the old Jacobi. "You wanna tell me what that was all about?" I asked grabbing his hand.

"Just some bullshyt with my job, that nigga thinks because he got his tattoo before me that means he's my boss and gets to order me around which isn't the case. Black Rose is supposed to be a brotherhood about improving our communities and Elezar is under the impression that it's about making him rich.... I guess we're built different." Jacobi said and while I still didn't fully understand his job, I knew Jacobi took it seriously. "What did Loyalty want?" Jacobi asked changing the subject.

"Nothing he just wanted to talk about this family trip we're being forced to go on this weekend." I said which wasn't a lie but it also wasn't the full truth, Loyalty did want to talk about this trip but that was only after he told me about his plan. "You really think dude is going to come over here? If so I'm letting you know now, there won't be any talking so your best bet is to not answer the door...." I said seriously.