The PopStar And The Make-up Artist MPREG

Chapter 15

"ok call me after" jay says as louis walks out of the house and heads to his house and notices that harry isn't there yet and louis goes inside the house and goes to his room and sees his side of the bed was unmade as louis starts to cry as he takes off his engagement ring as he puts it on the dresser as louis knows if its the end of him and harry he wont keep the engagement ring

"umm you took off your ring" harry says as louis looks up and sees harry and can tell harry has been crying

"are you drunk" louis asks

"no i promise" harry says

"ok cuz i am not going to have this conversation if you are i saw you last night at Shooters" louis says

"no i promise i was with niall" harry says

"talk to me" louis says

"im sorry about yesterday" harry says

"but why did you just leave you said you were happy and then after the appointment you got quiet and if you dont want these babies then its over because just cuz you change your mind doesnt mean that i do" louis says his heart breaking with each word

"no its nothing like that its just" harry says as he takes a deep breath "you have to belive me that i am more than thrilled about you being pregnant and you have to believe me that i love you more than i can ever show you"

"then what is it" louis says

"just finding out you are pregnant made me realize that i wont have these memories with Kash, i wasnt there to find out you were pregnant i wasnt there when you found out he was a boy i didnt see your belly grow i wasnt there when you were in labor holding your hand i wasnt there when my son took his first breath i wasnt there when you gave him his first bath i wasn there for all those first and i got so angry at myself that i didnt know how to feel i know you tell me all the the time that i should focus on what we have now and i do but just finding out you are pregnant made me realize that i will have this memory and remember how i felt at the moment the doctor told us you are pregnant it hurts so much that i wont have that with kash" harry says crying

"but tell me how you felt when you met kash" louis says

"it was amazing like i never thought i could love anyone more than you but it was like falling in love all over again and i never thought i could ever do that not after meeting you but my son he makes me so happy makes me to want to be the best version of myself i want him to be proud of me i want to be his hero always i never want to disappoint him" harry says as he smiles talking and thinking about his son

"well that is how i felt when i first saw him" louis says "look you are an amazing father and i would choose you to be his dad over and over again a million times over i always tell you but i want you to talk to me after you left me yesterday i was thinking the worst not knowing what you were thinking all i kept thinking was that you changed your mind and didnt want to be with us and you were having second thoughts about having these babies"

"never i want everything we ever planned together i will never let you go again" harry says not knowing if he should hug louis but harry extends his hand out and louis reaches for harrys hand "im sorry about all of this i really am i went to the bar and got a drink then called liam and niall came to get me i talked to them about everything and then went to talk to my mom and your mom was there and i told them everything i told you they both hugged me and told me my feelings were valid but they told me that i am an amazing father to kash and our children are so lucky to have us as parents i know i made a mistake and i should of talked to you about all this but i never want you to think that i am weak i always want to take care of all of you"