Warning things included
- self harm
- rape
- abuse
- maybe smut
Slow updates cause school started.
Brother of chase Hudson. Mother died at age of 9 from a car accident but was it an accident?
Only one way to find out read The book.
Recap: Again but it was clean since i washed it but i don't care i was actually sleepy i brushed my teeth and went to bed by now it was 6 am hopefully no one wakes me up. End of recap ————————————————————————————————————————————— Bryce's P.o.v I woke up like around 11 which i always do i brushed my teeth and went downstairs to see all the boys on the couch with Jrod chatting Tbs- hey B- hey G- I'm go wake y/n up B- no don't, let her sleep we stayed up all night playing and i think she went to sleep at 6 at let her at least to sleep until 1 pm so she can get the 8 hours G- oh right i forgot she went out at 2 in the morning and i don't even know what time she came back! Jh+k- she made us chase her at the park it took us an hour to catch her Jh- if you want i can go get her and she can sleep on the couch we can watch her G- fine Jaden's P.o.v Josh started recording with Jrod I went up the stairs and down the hall on the left to Y/n's room i entered and thought she's so fucking cute even when she's asleep ugh i hate thisbut that kiss we shared last night was everything i could ask for I hurried up took the covers off of her and saw what she was wearing damn shawty already making me hard i picked her up with my arm under her knees and her head on my other arm Y/n-hmm Jh- it's ok I'm just taking you down stairs it that ok Y/n-mhm I walked out the door and started walking down stairs where all the boys saw me and y/n Jrod pointed the camera to us the boys moved to the sides of the couch so y/n can take the middle i put her down and she spoke before i could sit down Y/n-I'm cold I whispered Jh- you wanna take my hoodie Y/n- nooo i want you your cuddles I turned around to look at Griffin all the boys were shocked but Quinton looked mad i looked back at Griffin and he gave me a nod i picked her up and got under her then put her on top of me like this
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But on the couch G- i am going to go make breakfast Tbs-ok B- lets play cod J- Jaden you gonna play Jh- nah I'll just watch Tbs-k They played like an hour of cod until Griffin finally said the food was ready He came into into living room G- foods ready Jh- what do i do with my girl i mean your daughter J- dude already claiming her Jh- i did not i messed up my words G- just leave her sleeping on the couch and watch your hands buddy I picked her up and took her off of me then put her on the couch i took of my hoodie and put it on her Jrod was still filming and the boys were still watching me I finished and looked up Jh- what Tbs- nothing We all went into the kitchen to eat we took like around 30 minutes and then we all went to the living room where y/n was we sat down on the floor while Jrod was filming us cause we were doing something on josh's channel when we saw y/n moving around a lot like she was having a nightmare or something it lasted like around 5 minutes until she's shot up and let a tear out. Y/n's P.o.v I got up and tears ran down my face when I turned to the side to see all the boys there filming with Jrod B- did you have another nightmare K- is this why you didn't want to go to sleep I nodded holding my breath because i knew that if i let it go i would have a panic attack i got off the couch and tried to get passed the boys but Quinton grabbed me not letting me leave i turned my head to look at him and he gave me a reassuring smile He got up and pulled me into a hug i didn't hug back i just stood there he let go i walked back to my room letting some tears fall i got to my room and slid down the door full on sobbing took off Jaden's hoodie and throwed it to the Bed then i went to the bathroom
I'm sorry chase i couldn't save you i was to slow why couldn't i be faster if i was just faster he would've have shot you i could've saved you but I'm to slow why now i know it was just a dream but it has been 5 years what if he did get to you why why you and not me ⚠️ warning ⚠️ i reached to the bottom cabin of my bathroom and got a razor i took it apart and got the blade i brushed it against my skin 5 times after that i threw away the blade and cleaned my cuts i was still sobbing i looked my self in the mirror my eyes grey tears on my face you know chase your the only reason why i am still on this planet your the one who keeps me going if you weren't i would have already been with mom i wiped my tears and got my towel i got in the shower just thinking and thinking ad letting some tears out i got out the shower and changed into this ⚠️ End of warning ⚠️
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(Without the shoes) I went to my bed remembering i had a piano i got it from under my bed set it on the floor and then went to get my sketchpad that had some lyrics i flipped to that page and started singing
