Warning things included
- self harm
- rape
- abuse
- maybe smut
Slow updates cause school started.
Brother of chase Hudson. Mother died at age of 9 from a car accident but was it an accident?
Only one way to find out read The book.
Recap: I grabbed the hoddie and put it on it still smelled like him my eyes turned purple i walked back to my bed and laid down in seconds i fell asleep. End of recap ————————————————————————————————————————————— Griffin's P.o.v I woke up early like i always do i don't know why though i got out of bed and brushed my teeth then went downstairs i went to the kitchen to see if there was anything to cook i just put some bagels with wimp cream on the counter and then called all the boys down
G- BOYS BREAKFAST All the boys came rushing down i was still in the kitchen Tbs- morning G- morning do you know where Y/n is B- i think she still might be sleeping Jh- yeah i heard footsteps all around her room they calmed down like around 3 am K- why does she go to sleep late G- I'll go wake her B- wait we should all go and through water on her face G- fine but i am not taking the blame B- josh go get the buckets J- on it He got the buckets from outside and filled it up with cold water J- done K- I'm filming G- oh Jrod is coming later to film Tbs- k We headed up stairs we got to her room opened the room she was wearing a hoodie I've never seen before Josh gave Bryce the bucket of water and backed away the rest just stood at the end of the bed he poured the water on her She just moved but didn't wake up he looked at us confused and then screamed B- WAKE UPPP She shot up from the bed Y/n's P.o.v I felt something go on my face but i just ignored it until i head someone scream i shot up from the bed and I looked around where i saw all The boys in front of me and Bryce on the side with a bucket B- morning then I realized he threw water on me and i still had Chase's hoddie on me i quickly got out of bed Y/n- no no no no I took the hoodie off and held it in my hands it was soaked i went to smell it and it smelled like nothing Q- why are you smelling it Y/n- can you guys get out B- why Y/n- JUST GET OUT My eyes turned red they all left and i just fell to the floor hugging the hoodie baling my eyes out i spend like 15 minutes balling my eyes out until I decided to go to the bathroom This is all my fault it's my fault i have to be here it's my fault i don't know where chase is because if i didn't need my stupid pills mom would still be here if she didn't have to go pick them up she would still be here ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ I got my razor and brushed it against my skin 6 times One because i got mom taken away Two because i was the reason dad turned on us Three because i didn't do anything when he reaped me Four because i got chase taken away Five because i was the beating bag at the adoption center Six because tomorrow is 6 years that me and chase haven't seen each other ⚠️ End of warning ⚠️ I washed off the cuts then went to the shower after i took a shower i changed into some sweats and a long t-shirt then just left my hair down so it could air dry then i went to got check my phone i unplugged it and went downstairs where al the boys were on the couch playing cod or on there phones Tbs- good morning Y/n- morning I said with no emotion then i went to the kitchen and got some water then went out to the living room again then the doorbell rang Y/n- i got it I went to answer the door it was Jrod Jrod- hey Y/n- hey I let him in Jrod- why does she look so depressed G- we woke her up with water Jrod- oh well I'm here to film G- ok everyone to the couch Tbs- were already here G- I meant y/n to the couch Y/n- why do i have to film with you guys G- because were introducing you to the fans Y/n- fine Jrod- ok I'm ready were on in 3 2 1 Tbs- AHHHHH WECOME BACK TO THE VLOG B- today we are here with all the sway boys and a special guest He went quite then all the boys looked at me Y/n- oh hi I'm Y/n I said with no emotion B- we woke her up with water this morning the clip will be added G- so some of you have been wondering how she knows us umm she is my Daughter i adopted her on Monday and it was one of the bests days for me so Y/n why don't you introduce your self Y/n- umm hi my name is Y/n Hudson but then i got adopted by Griffin Johnson so it will be Y/n Hudson Johnson he still has to make it official which i don't think he will do cause he still hasn't seen the rebellious me and I'm 15 anything else A- hobbies siblings Y/n- I like to do a lot of sports and then you know the reglare teenage girl stuff like make up i have one brother right now he's 18 but i haven't seen him in 5 years cause we got Separated but tomorrow will be 6 years that we haven't seen each other and we have matching tattoos we also have a three line song that we made up and um yeah i think that's all anything i should add A- maybe how you and your brother got into the adoption center After he said that we all looked at him my eyes turned orange and only Jaden knows what it means he saw that they turned orange so he jumped in Jh- ok guys that will be all for toady i will add all her socials down below and then we might do a Q&A all together in the hot tub so stay tuned for that. Sway out Jrod cut the cámara Jrod- ok were good After he said that i got up and went to the front door i opened it and then closed the door and sat on the front step Griffin's P.o.v Jh- ok guys that will be all for toady i will add all her socials down below and then we might do a Q&A all together in the hot tub so stay tuned for that. Sway out Jrod cut the cámara Jrod- ok were good After he said that i got up and went to the front door i opened it and then closed the door and sat on the front step J- what's up with her B- someone should go check on her Jh- I'll go i mean she already told me half her Past Tbs- she did JH- oh right you guys don't know she told me the night where you guys found me in her bed she had a nightmare that night and i asked her what happened and she told me about her dad her mom and her brother Q- you have to tell us what she said Jh- it's not my place just wait until she is ready and in the mean time i am going to go check on her Y/n's P.ov I looked at the ground and just tried to process everything by the time i had snapped back into Reality i had tears rolling down my cheeks i heard the door open but I didn't look back they came to sit next to me Jh- hey are you ok It was Jaden he had that soft calm voice Y/n- yeah just memories Jh- you wanna talk about it Y/n- no lets just go inside We got up and i let Jaden go into the house first i went in second all the boys were on the couch still talking it's like 2 pm right now B- got get dressed were going to hype house Y/n- and that is A- it's another content house like us but there house has girls and more people Y/n- oh ok I went up the stairsinto my room i went to my desk and took out my vape then went to the balcony and took a few hits then i put it away and just stood there looking at my blank make up desk it was empty i needed to go shopping but I don't want to cause I don't have money and I don't want to ask for any. I got interrupted when Bryce came into my room B- hey were leaving in an hour and you know girls they take forever Y/n- some do and some don't but I'll start getting ready He just nodded and left my room i hanged into this
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And did my makeup like this
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Then i just parted my hair down in half and left it down then put chase's beanie on
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this one ☝🏻 not the hoodie you had 10 minutes left so you decided to cover your cuts with makeup in case anything happed over all it really hard to cover them but i make them look like scratches by the time i was done the boys were calling me down G- Y/N WERE LEAVING Y/n-COMING I grabbed my phone and put it in my pocket then went downstairs K- ohh rocking the fit i see Y/n- *chuckles* thanks G- were going to the van we got a new one with more seats Tbs- ok Y/n- yay i don have to sit on anyone anymore We went out the door and into the van i was the last one on but i was next to Jaden and Kio. Griffin was driving and Bryce was in the passenger seat it took like 20 minutes to get there G- were here B- hold up let me call Thomas and make him call a house meeting G- we'll wait outside of the car We go to out and let Bryce do the thing he finally out out and said we can go in i was behind cause i was scared to go in but I wasn't going to show that (Thomas = Th) Th- hey! We're just missing two people there about to come down but the rest of the house is here We walked in and stayed at the steps (you have to go down 2 steps you stayed above that i don't think that makes sense but) ?- holy shit what happened to your face Y/n- oh i happened ?- you don't even looked scared that has to be a lie I held out my knuckles that were bruised ?- oh wow she got you good Bryce B- yeah no shit you looked at all the people when you saw Calvin and he saw you (your drug dealer) (Calvin= Ca) Ca- hey He said walking up to me Y/n- hey I said dabbing him up G- how do you know him Y/n- oh he's my dru- i mean he was my dads drug dealer I said with and made my eyes tell him to play along Ca- oh right it's been so long your so big now He said with his hands going to my cheeks you know thee thing that grama's do Y/n- don't touch me Ca- sorry With that he left back to his place and two boys came in ?- i heard sway was here I looked to see who it was i stayed in shock they looked back right at me also shocked.
Who do you think it is? You probably already know. So i made this chapter extra long because my word limit is 1,000 words for me but i passed that so yeah. Bye have a great day. 2,051 words. F
