Adopted by Sway la

Escape Plan

Recap :

I started walking back to the boys and they started to walk back to the car again we got to the car and we all got in and went our separate ways so it was back to the original seatings and we drove back to the house.
End of recap
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When we got back i really needed an escape so a soon as Bryce turned off the car i quckly went inside and tried to go up the spiral staircase. *Key word tried to *

G- hey we're gonna wach a movie come join us
Y/n- in a second

I took another step before someone spoke up again now Jaden Bryce and Kio came in the house

K- hey come join maybe we can cuddle

Y/n- in a second

I tried takin another step before all the boys started speaking over each other

G- come.....
K-cuddle....m
Jh- pick a...
B- lets...ge
J-I'll g.....
A-what ...
Q- pick...a...m

It was so hard to hear what everyone was saying cause everyone was talking over each other i tried not to lash out but it didn't work

Y/n- ENOUGH!

Everyone became quit and they all looked at me shocked cause i never lashed out before

Y/n- sorry i have a lot on m-y
I looked down and saw that my left hand was shaking probably overwhelmed cause all of the thoughts the boys must have also been looking cause i stayed quite

Jaden's P.o.v

Y/n- sorry i have a lot on m-y

She went quit we all looked to see what she was looking at it was her hand it was shaking she just stared at it like it was going to do something she finally spoke up

Y/n- i need air
She said that fast but then she just ran up the stairs probably to her room

We all looked at each other confused

Jh- I'll go after her
Tbs- k

Y/n's P.o.v

Y/n- i need air

I rushed up to my room it was getting to me i mean it was the month my mom died April i mean how could it not get to me. I always took it the hardest but me and chase both made a pact we can visit her grave any time obviously but the week of her death the 19-25 that week we can visit her but the day of her death the 21 we can not visit her that day because i mean you know me and I know chase we won't be able to handle it. It will be to much right now the date it April 18

I got to my room and searched all of my draws to find my vape but I couldn't find it then Jaden came to my room my hand was still shaking

JH- hey wait what are you looking for

Y/n- my vape

JH- ok first you have to tell me is it a vape or an anxiety pen

Y/n- i have both when Zach gave them to me he gave me 6 vapes and 3 anxiety pens but i can't find my vape wait it's in the bathroom counter

I went to the bathroom and i found it on the counter i got it and went out to the balcony with Jaden following me i got to the balcony and finally took a hit of my vape

JH- so are you ok do you want to talk about it

Y/n- ok here's the thing i never talk about my feelings and my past those are the two things that i am taking with me to my grave just saying

JH- why won't you talk about it

Y/n- because i don't want to re live it now thins is not strong so I'm leaving

I went out my room with my skateboard in hand and some money that i stuffed in my pocket before Jaden came in my room i got to the living room i was headed to the door but of course the boys and Griffin stoped me

G- where are you going

By now the time was 8 pm

Y/n- out i need to clear my mind

G- it's too late

B- c'mon griff just let her clear her mind that probably what caused her hand to shake

G- fine but get back by 10 pm

Y/n- don't count on it

I quickly rushed out before they could talk but then ran after me with the boys running after Griff but i skated away

The air it felt so good skating through the streets of LA the air hitting your face I needed to escape I wanted to get height or drunk doesn't matter i just need an escape from my brain Zack he's always up for something

#1 boy bestie  

Y/n
Hey you down to get high
*Read*

Zach
Always we could get the supplies from Calvin meet you at the wood house
*Read*

Y/n
Ight meet you at the wood house

I started skating to the woods where i would meet up with Zack and one of Calvin's gang buddies would give us some drugs or whatever i just needed an escape
*time skip*

I finally got tot he woods and got to the house of course like always there was a party i was finally able to find Zack

Z- finally i found you
Y/n- i know right when did you get here
Z- 10 minutes ago you
Y/n- 15 lets go to the back wait how much money you have
Z- umm
He reached into his pocket and was counting the money he had
Z- 45 you 
Y/n- 50
Z- in total that is $95 so i think we have enough
Y/n- yeah
Z- someone said that Calvin would be here for another hour before he leaves
Y/n- oh so then were not that late now lets go get some before he leaves
Z- yeah lets go
We started walking to the back where Calvin was

Calvin- hey long time no see wait i just saw you on Friday
Y/n- *laughs* yeah your still dealing right now right
Calvin- yeah for another hour
Z- you wanna get weed
Y/n- yeah 
Z- can we get two grams of weed 
Calvin- that will be $25  anything else
Y/n- you wanna get meth
Z- sure
Y/n- and another 2 grams of cristales meth
Calvin- that will be $40
We gave him the money and he gave us the drugs
Y/n- thanks
Calvin- of course are you ups going to come to the Thursday event
Z- i will
Y/n- I'll see i might have to come up with an excuse to come
Calvin- yeah well hope to see you there
Z- yeah bye
Y/n- bye
Calvin- bye

Hey guys so here is another chapter I realized i messed up with the names Calvin and Conner so the drunk dealer is Calvin but he has a different name for hype house witch is Conner so Conner is Calvin so whenever Calvin is talking it's Conner at both hype and at the wood house. Bye

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