Adopted by Sway la

Half the truth

Recap:
I walked up stairs and put the box in a drawer of the closet and then went to shower.
End of recap
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After the shower i put this on

And went downstairs it was like around 10 pm and i saw everyone in the living room watching another movie
Y/n- i swear is this like a normal routine where all of you guys are watching movies
K- no once a month we pick a week where we watch movies every night all together but it's only once a month
Y/n- well i came during that week so yay
I said sarcastically and went to sit next to Jaden cause the only other seat open was next to Quinton
Jh- hey
Y/n- hey
I sat next to him and put my head on his shoulder and he put his arm around me
G- nope go sit next to Quinton
Y/n- what why Jaden's not going to do anything.. wait never mind I actually have something better to do before i lose control
Jh- rude
I got up and went to my room to change into this

Then went back downstairs and passed the living room where all they boys saw me and into the kitchen got a white claw and shot gunned  it then started walking cause there was a short cut to the dance studio
*Griffin's P.o.v*
We all saw that Y/n passed us in workout clothes and into the kitchen but she wasn't going to the gym it was possible that she was going out to dance
Jh- where is she going
G- i don't know Bryce go follow her and then text us
B- ok
He went to go follow her i wonder what she is going to do
*Bryce's P.o.v*
I followed Y/n into the kitchen where i saw her grabbed a white claw and shot gunned it then threw it away and started walking i followed her again and i saw her go into the dance studio again so i texted the boys

As soon as they read it they rushed to the studio and stayed silent
*Y/n's P.o.v*
I was getting a song read to dance I chose hold me while you wait  by Dean Lewis and connected it to the speaker put my phone down and went to the mat facing the wall

After that i went back to where my phone was and then I heard clapping i turned around and saw all the boys there
Jh- wow
Y/n- you guys have to stop sneaking up on me
B- wait Quinton can't you dance
Q- maybe
A- why don't you guys do a duo together
Y/n- yeah sure here come help me pick one 
Q- ok
We spend like a minute picking one and the song i put my phone on the table and joined Quinton on the mats

All the boys started clapping we walked back to the table me an Quinton  both catch our breath
B- that was good but why did it look like you guys were going to kiss 5 times
Q- relax it was just a dance
Y/n- exactly it didn't me-
I rushed out of the studio going up the stairs into Bryce's room and into the bathroom where i threw up all the boys behind me Jaden pulled my hair up and started rubbing my back
Jh- it's ok just let it all out
I threw up a couple more times and i had a few tears rolling down my cheeks i pulled back and Jaden pulled me into his chest
G- what made you throw up and are you ok
Y/n- i ate to much
I got up from Jaden's chest and went to the sink and rinsed my mouth
G- what do you mean you ate to much
Y/n- I normally don't eat that much 
J- so that explains Why i always heard you vomiting after dinner i was supposed to ask you why today
G- what!
Y/n- i don't know what you are talking about
J- yes you do it comes out of your bathroom for the last three days after dinner
Y/n- but every time i go up to my room there's no one around
I went back to Jaden's chest and he held me in his hands
G- why do you throw up your food
Y/n- because
B- because what
Y/n- because I-I don't want to say
By now i had tears streaming down my face and my eyes were grey i quickly got up and rushed to my room i went into a corner and slipped down the wall sobbing at this point i started to breath really heavy and by now all the boys came in to my room Griffin rushed to me
G- deep breaths try to copy my breathing in    Out     In.    Out
It wasn't helping
Y/n- i-it's n-n-ot h-h-h-helping  i-i n-n-e-e-d 5 b-b-bottles of w-w-w-w-water
G- josh go bring me 5 water bottles
He left the room and i tried to calm my self down but instead  the air was getting hard to get. Josh came back with 5 bottles. Of water in his hands he threw me one and i caught it and chugged it i tried catching my breath again i was kinda helping but then it started again i signaled josh to throw me another bottle of water  then another one and another one until josh had no more left then i started breathing again it was getting normal where i could talk again
G- you ok
Y/n- yeah thanks
G- of course you wanna go wash your face then come downstairs and watch a movie
Y/n- yeah I'll be down in a couple of minutes
Everyone left my room i got up and went to my make up desk where i had my box of vapes I opened the box but before i could do anything else Jaden came into my room
Jh- hey i know all your hoodies are dirty so here you can have one of mine
Y/n- thanks you can leave it right there while i go wash my face
He gave me this hoodie

I put the lid back on the box put it in one of the make up drawers and went to the bathroom washed my face and just stood there thinking looking at myself in the mirror
One of the things that people don't know about me is that if my panic attacks get really bad I hate to use a steam inhaler that only chase knows about cause he was always there when ever my panic attacks get worse i think he might have one but i don't know i have my under the counter in the cabin lets just hope that my panic attacks don't go that far
I  went to my bed where i saw Jaden's hoodie i out it on and went back to my make up desk were the box of vapes were i got one vape put the box in this secret draw in my closet where i have my bottle of vodka then went to my balcony and took some hits of my vape before i got interrupted
K- Um Griffin said if your coming
Y/n- yeah I'll be right there
Hopefully he didn't see me vaping he left my room i put my vape under my pillow remembering that my things for my room come tomorrow i went downstairs where is saw all the boys on the couch
Jh- yay your back come cuddle with me!
He said holding his arms out
Q- no come cuddle with me
I was now at in the middle covering the tv deciding witch boy to go to
Jh- come to me
Q- no come with me
I looked at Kio and after he saw that i was looking at him he put his arms in the air waiting for me to go to him
Y/n- you know what i think i will just go to kio
K- yay! Haha suckers

Hey guys hope you liked this chapter a your day is going good cause my was very boring but the. Only thing i liked about it was that i might be going to school like without useing the computer so i can actually get out of my house yay! Oh well bye guys.

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