Warning things included
- self harm
- rape
- abuse
- maybe smut
Slow updates cause school started.
Brother of chase Hudson. Mother died at age of 9 from a car accident but was it an accident?
Only one way to find out read The book.
I went to my bed remembering i had a piano i got it from under my bed set it on the floor and then went to get my sketchpad that had some lyrics i flipped to that page and started singing End of recap ————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— (We are going to pretend like you wrote this ok)
Early in the morning i still get a little bit nervous Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin Hurts when I remember and I never want to feel it again Don't know if you get it cause I can't express how thankful I am That you were always with me when it hurts i know that you understand I don't wanna lose control Nothing i can do anymore Trying every day when i hold my breath Spinning out in space pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control Sometimes I still think it's coming when I know it's not Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying everyday when I hold my breathe Spinning out in space pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control I need you to know that I would never be this strong without you You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt Cause you were home I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying everyday when I hold my breath Spinning out in space pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control
Bryce's p.o.v
Quinton let go of Y/n and she ran to her room
B- i think she had another nightmare can we finish this so we can check on her J- yeah 15 minutes go by and we finished the video
B- I'm gonna go check on her Tbs- ok I went up the stairs i heard some singing down the hall it was coming from Y/n's room i went to her room and opened the door a little bit i saw her on the floor with a piano in front of her and a notebook on the side she started playing the piano and singing i got out my phone and recorded everything wow she sings so good i wonder if the song is meant for anyone omg did she write a song holy i have to show it to the boys and then hype house She stopped singing and just pulled her knees up to her chest and the started baling her eyes out i closed the door acting like i just walked over here and i wasn't watching her
Y/n's P.o.v After I finished i pulled my knees up to my chest and started to cry my eyes out when i heard someone knock
Y/n- who is it B- it's Bryce can i come in Y/n- one second I quickly put the piano away and then picked up the sketchpad and put it back in one of the draws
Y/n- ok you can come in now He came in and looked at me
B- you wanna talk about it Y/n- he got shot because i wasn't fast enough to take the bullet for him what is there to talk about B- but it was just a nightmare the person you are talking about is still in this world I was talking about chase i miss so fucking much he is the only reason i am still on the planet if it wasn't for him i would have already took my life
Y/n- but it's been 5 years it's possible something happened to him or he just forgot about me B- he might have problems or has a lot on his mind or he is dealing with some shit (The drama between Jaden Chase and Nessa already happed so when they go see chase it will have more problems)
Y/n- ok well I'm gonna go outside and run back and fourth but i have to change first B- ok see you down stairs He walked out the room and i wen tinto my closet and changed into some leggings and a sports bra i put on my black adidas running shoes and went down stairs Tbs- hey Y/n- hey G- where are you going Y/n- outside Jh- can i come Y/n- sure We went into the kitchen and i stopped at the fridge Jh- what are you going to get Y/n- a white claw you want one Jh- no I just nodded my head and shot gunned the white claw then put it in the trash and walked outside with Jade in front of me Jh- so what are you going t do Y/n- run back and fourth Jh- for how long Y/n- until i get tired so about three hours why Jh- just asking I just nodded and we both started to run back and fourth after three hours Jh- can we go inside now Y/n- hold up i wanna do flips I went back to the other side and i started to do tumbles,backflips,cartwheels, and some ariels (from gymnastics if you didn't know) Jh- wow what are you not good at Y/n- a lot of thing Jh- no way Y/n- *laughs* lets go inside We went inside and into the kitchen to the living room where again all the boys were but with food Q- what did you guys do for three hours A- yeah you guys look worked out Y/n- we just ran back and fourth then i did some flips I'm gonna go shower Tbs-ok (Right now it's like 4 pm) I got to my room and went straight into the bathroom to take a shower after and hour I finished and changed into this and did the Dutch braids
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After another hour it was now 6 pm you went to your closet to get a vape then you went outside to your balcony and started to hit your vape when Jaden came out on his balcony Jh- hey Y/n- hey JH- i like the fit Y/n- thanks i should get going Jh- hold up we need to talk I'll be in your room in a second He went back inside and so did i the next thing i know he is in my room and we are face to face a couple inches from each other.
Hey guys should the main character date anyone and dose anyone have suggestions for any part of the story also thank you for 716 reads and 36 votes. Bye
