Psycho Lover (Only for You!)

Chapter 29 - Sharing Pasts

This chapter is dedicated to @Ru___Hi and 

Sameer's POV

She grabbed both of my hands and made me sit on the side where I sleep then sat down next to me. I don't know what to say, who will share their pasts first? I was just looking down at both of our hands and was wondering her touch. That touch that sends shivers down my body and it feels perfect. I let out a sigh and then started saying my past. 

Sameer: I was 5 years old when my parents passed away. It was my fault and I still regret it every single time. I was feeling bored at home so I begged, not requested, begged my dad to go outside and eat ice cream. Dad was not agreeing but everyone else agreed, me, Dada, Princess and even Mumma. Dad also agreed and we went to eat ice cream. You know I have that stupid craze of speed, I requested dad to increase the speed. After many rejections he said yes and he increased the speed, but sud..denly a ..car truck came from the other side and.... everything finished.

Naina's POV

Sameer was crying. Oh no! His face was going low and low. He fell on the floor. Placing both my hands on his shoulders, I told him to relax. His eyes puffy red, sadness and pain showing through them. I needed to control myself or I can't tell my past. 

Sameer: Mumma and Dad had major injuries, rather than me, Dada and Princess. Because of that they passed away. Tell me cutie they passed away because of me, didn't they huh? If I wouldn't have told pops to increase the speed, nothing would have happened. I hate myself. I hate myself

Naina: Look at me. Sameer lo..look at me

He looked at me and I cupped his face and placed a kiss on his forehead before placing his head on my chest. Playing with his hair, making him feel relaxed. He shouldn't be blaming himself. He was very small and didn't know what he was doing. I carefully lifted his head and looked at his eyes, full with love and affection. I made him stand up and sit down on his bed whilst I sat on my knees infront of him. I didn't know if I should say or not? I trust him with my whole heart but.... I feel like after telling him my past, he will leave me and I don't want that. After so long, I have trusted a boy who loves me heartily. I was looking at the floor underneath when Sameer lifted my chin up looking at me with those killing hazel eyes. He just nodded his head, gesturing me to trust him and go for it. I took a deep breath and started saying my story, my past

Naina: It all started in New York. We were happily living in New York. I had no problem in high school. I was living this happy life with my family that I always expected. But one night everything changed. I changed. That's the reason why I came here to Mumbai.

Letting out a deep breath, I continued

Naina: I never had friends or boyfriend. Always the nerd sitting at the front, doing my assignments and everything. But one day, a nightmare came into my life. Me.... me and my parents went to dinner because it was Mumma and Papa's anniversary. We were all enjoying. Then I suddenly needed to go to the bathroom. I was walking to the bathroom and entered, when suddenly I saw something that I should never have seen....

Sameer: What did you see Naina?

Silence

Sameer: What did you see Naina?

Naina: I saw.... I saw a girl ly....lying i..n a p..pol of blood. Bruises everywhere on her body and n.n.aked. A guy was standing right infront of me with a mask on his face with a gun in his hand. I was so freaked out. I tried to run, but he caught me and warned to never tell this to anyone or I will be dead. He...he called me ......c...catty. I was horrified. He suddenly took out a pocket knife and made a deep cut on my wrist, leaving me with a warning that this can get far worse.

I showed him the cut and his jaw clenched. I ran my thumb on his jaw and his eyes and jaw softened up. 

Naina: I couldn't believe that I was leaving the poor girl alone on the floor. She was laying dead. She looked so innocent. That boy's eyes were so full of hatred, they were deep black. Eyes I can never forget, they haunt me every time. But something has changed. You.. you don't know Sameer how much you made me feel comfortable and so safe around you. 

He instantly looked at me. Eyes filled with tears of joy. He didn't say anything just kept looking at my face, I looked down shyly and continued. 

Naina: When I am with you at night, I don't have.... I don't have those nightmares. I feel safe and comfortable. What.... what is that in you that makes me comfortable? Whenever I am around you, it feels like I am being protected by someone special, who are you to me Sameer?

Sameer: You feel me in a special way. 

He stood up and I also stood up. He suddenly started walking towards which made my eyes widened. I started moving back. He kept talking and I was just listening.

Sameer: You feel special because I make you feel special. You feel special because I want to make you feel special. Special is making someone feel unique. You are so special for me you can't even imagine. The feelings that I have for you no one can understand, not even you cutie, not even you. 

Author's POV

Both of them didn't realise their position. The proximity and tension between the both of them was killing Sameer. He just wanted to close this gap in between them. Sameer always wants to stay close to Naina no matter what. But Naina still needs time to adjust, but slowly she is understanding Sameer and his actions. 

Sameer: I need you to do something, can you do it cutie?

Naina: W..w.what

Sameer: Kiss me

Naina: WHAT!

Sameer: Stop screaming. Before I do, you do it. Because if I kiss you, it will be rough. But if you do it, it will be soft and slow

Naina: Ho...how do.. you know 

Sameer: Because you are soft, sweet and gentle

Naina: I have n..e never kissed someone before Sameer. 

Sameer: It's ok, same here. But try and go with your heart, okay? I am sorry but I really need to I don't want to force you. 

She just nodded. She took a deep breath and went for it. She slowly placed her hands on his shoulders and made eye contact with his killing hazel eyes. Sameer slowly grabbed her waist and pulled her impossibly close. Her breathing level went high and heartbeat fastened.

Sameer: Relax, now kiss me

And then the blissful moment happened. She closed her eyes and let herself connect to him. Slow, gentleness and softness was involved in the blissful moment. He gripped her waist tightly bringing her more close and she clutched his well built shoulders, never leaving each other. 

After 4 mins, they left each other and that's when our Sameer Malhotra was on 9th cloud. He was feeling complete with his cutie and started smiling with so much happiness with him. 

Thereafter they didn't talk and went to sleep, the same position. Naina lying down and Sameer's head on Naina's chest. He was feeling so happy that he finally felt that his cutie's feelings are changing towards him. With the thoughts of cutie, he went to sleep.

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