Locked OOH; The Lost Volume

Locked Out Of Heaven - Chapter 16

It was Sunday morning and of course I was up, thinking of the way things use to be. It's sad to know I lost people I cared for.

I whipped the heavy Alaskan white comforter off my legs and sat on the edge of the bed. I could tell I've woken Bruno by his gaze on me.

"Rosa.."

I loved the way he said my name. I wanted to say his name back so sweetly. I climbed into his arms that were so exciting but familiar to be in and the warmth of his body made me feel like I was home. Sometimes I think to myself and really process where I'm at. I'm in love with a singer named Bruno Mars. Sometimes I feel ungrateful. Sometimes I'm just lost. I know I've lost myself in this...excuse me, his lifestyle.

I've met his family once and they seemed to not like me at all.

Once again Paige's words, not Bruno's or yours or his family's words.

I take a deep breath and kiss Bruno's chest.

"Rosa..." He nearly whispered. I looked up at him. I bit my lip looking at his gorgeous face.

"Let's move to Seattle.."

"Wha..!?" Im stunned and my stomach has turned inside out at the thought of leaving L.A.

"What? You don't want to..?" Bruno looks at me with curiosity. My mouth shifts open to talk.

"I'm sorry but, I ...I .." SPIT IT OUT ROSA! I yell at myself so i closed my mouth and thought.

"Why Seattle?" I finally spit out. Seriously Seattle? Is he crazy, maybe not. Bruno Mars in Seattle! No way, Jose.

"It doesn't have to be but how about we move someplace away.." Bruno blinked at me. I blinked back almost angrily.

"Ok, why didn't you say that in the first place?" I snapped.

"I don't know. Seattle was what I settled on."

Of course, what he settled on. I'm not moving to fucking Seattle , what the hell is up? Is he seeing someone from Seattle? Oh Rosa...

"Don't, stop thinking like that Rosa." Bruno sits up and looks at me fiercely, kind of scarily.

Oh for hell sake look at him picking up on my random thoughts.

"Like what?" I try to play like I don't know a thing he's saying.

"Cut the shit out Rosa, you really think I'm seeing someone in Seattle?" Bruno became tense and his eyes were darker than his usually hazel eye color.

"I-I never said that."

"For fuck sakes you were obviously thinking it. The little lost puppy and dios mio look on your face".

Lost puppy? Really? That's the best he's got. Ok el paco, sorry for your psych potential.

"I'm sorry.." I whisper quietly, shamefully. His gaze rests on me and it becomes softer, the air of tension falls. "I'll do it for you Bruno, you know that."

"Is it something you want to do Rosa?" Bruno's soft voice tells me to say yes and I do. Not that I want to. We're never honest in this relationship , never before so why start now?

Because maybe moving miles and miles away is like a BIG DEAL!! Wuh Oh! Revolution. HELLO!

My face falls into the palms of my hands silencing my thoughts. I give it one more thought , and another.