Locked OOH; The Lost Volume

Locked Out of Heaven - Chapter 7

Take a seat?

Have a seat?

Sit down?

Ok. That's nicer

I walked back and forth in living trying to figure out how I'm going to approach Paige in 2 minutes when she walks through the door. I couldn't be mad, I couldn't be mean. It was my fault for leaving him. Ok, I'll tell her to sit down. 'We need to talk' ...

"Sit down we need to talk about Bruno and you.." I practiced. Rosa you can do this.

Locks were twisting and unlocking , clicking and echoing through the house. The door opened and Paige walked in Gia's house, alone?

"Rosa. I'm so sorry-"

"Sit yo hoe ass down..." I spat and crossed my arms then nodded to the sofa in front of me. My plan didn't work out like I wanted too, seeing her face just got me lucked up. Paige sat down and I mugged her.

My eyes began to water and I turned away. "I can't believe you're with him." I said quickly washing my tears away.

"Really, you were that desperate. We had sex with each other for god sake Paige! What the hell!?" I yelled.

"I'm sorry! He was there for me."

"Bullshit..."

"You probably got drunk, and wanted some dick in your life that wasn't from July!" I spat and realized what I said.

"You knew.." A tear fell down her cheek.

"Yes bitch, I did." I tried to play hard in front of her. Paige sobbed and I rolled my eyes.

"Rosa. When you left, it was like I lost part of me. The group , Gia, July, me ...we were gone. We were lost without you. You never called us or answered our calls and one day I broke. I fell apart. I'm sorry for losing myself." Paige cried and twiddled with her thumbs.

"Then why!? Why him Paige, out of all people?" I asked

"He was there! He was like an replacement of you. When I fell apart, I couldn't stop crying. I sat in my room all day and Gia was with Phil that and Bruno tagged along. Bruno, he came upstairs and he knocked on my door." She wiped a tear away.

"He just came in sat on my bed and gave me comfort. Then he started coming over everyday to check up on me and I realized he cared. We kissed and -"

"Stop!" I said shaking my head.

"I can't be here, I can't watch him love somebody when we were almost there. In fact, I can't watch him love my best friend. I can't watch my best friend love him back. I CANT watch you and him live in the world of love and mean it."

"He kissed me tonight, I don't know why but he did. But I pushed away, I knew it wasn't right. I wouldn't dare to hurt you Paige. If I kissed back if have no respect for you, but I do. After all. I still do. Not as much, because if I kissed him and I knew what I was doing , I wouldn't only have respect for you but I wouldn't have respect for myself just like you didn't. You knew what you were doing! You wanted him to comfort you. That's what he did. I'm happy your wish came true. I'm happy that I'm no longer in touch or a friend of yours because I see the real you. The real Paige and I'll never ever want to be surrounded by someone like you." I preached and left her sitting there. I walked away and headed to the front door. The door opened before I could turn the door knob and it revealed another someone I didn't want to see tonight. "Rosa.." He said, pleading through his eyes.

"Please just talk to me.." Bruno said.

I just looked in eyes and I fell apart inside. He broke me. A tear fell down my cheek and I never bother wiping it away. I wanted him to see how bad he hurt me, and I wanted him to feel the pain I felt.

"Look what you've done to me."
I cried.

Sorrow splashed with the pleading of his eyes and his head fell down in guilt, in regret. I then wiped my tears and look back at Paige.

"She's in the living room, have a nice relationship, you two belong together. " I said and walked out the door.

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Sorry this chapter was short. Couldn't think of anything and spellcheck was getting too annoying..

Hoped you enjoyed ..