Locked OOH; The Lost Volume

Heaven ~27~

"Goodmorning"

I walked behind the kitchen island "Hi" I replied wrapping myself in my arms. "Did you sleep ok?" Bruno smiled scrambling eggs over the stove. My head nods "yeah" my voice cracks causing a rough cough to escape my lungs. Bruno looks up to me and sits the pan down on the stove. "You ok—" my stomach becomes light as if there was a large gap through it. Quickly I run to the downstairs bathroom around the corner lifting up the toilet.

"Ros–"

"I'm fine" I shout
Bruno stood there wiping his hand off with the hand towel. My hands grip the rim feeling another episode of vomit pushing up my throat. The air from my lungs was forced out and my body began to drip with sweat. "Rosa..." he called after me and I groan feeling sharp pains in my stomach. "Im fine, ok!" I yelled causing a awkward silence between us. The question of pregnancy arose , to the both of us but it was kept silent. We both knew he avoided asking me the question so I told him the honest truth.

"I don't know" I sighed finally catching my breath.

"You didn't take—"

"I stop using them for a while, everything got cluttered, so busy" I push myself up from the floor, flushed the toilet, and washed my hands.

"Do you want to go to the doctor to find out?" He asked almost anxiously and I shook my head. "No, not today...I'll take a test" I dry my hands off.

"When?"

"Today, if you want" I assure standing in front him then hugging him to eliminate the worried expression on his face. "I love you" I force myself to say and it makes him hug me back. "I love you too," he whispers.

"Do you still want breakfast?" I asked and he lets out a sigh pulling away from me "only if you do" his eyes stare into mine not long after he kissed my forehead. "I am hungry a bit"

"Well....I fix up the best breakfast in the whole entire world" he slid over the hard wood floor with his black socks on, to the kitchen. I laughed following him to the kitchen counter where food was lined up on several plates.

"I can't eat all of this, neither can you"

"I know...and don't get mad but"

"But what" I giggle.

"I invited everyone over but only—"

"Bruno!" I exclaimed.

"What? They miss you Rosa....and since they know your back home they want to see you—"

"No!" I yelled.

"Rosa, don't be upset. It—"

The door bell rang and instantly I was in shock, my hands began to tremble and my heart pounding in my chest made me clasp my shirt. "I'm not ready Bruno, please don't do this" I begged and he rushed over to me. "Ok stop panicking, you have to push through this. I'm right here with you, ok?" He assured. My hands clasp to his shirt "it's too much, I can't"

"Yes you can, look at me" his fingers tilt my chin "you can do this, I promise" he interlocked his hand with mine and pleaded. I didn't respond just looked to the door, he held my hand tightly. All that was on my mind was to run and hide my face, my shame. Holding back the tears, I look away once he opened the door. " Brunoooo!" I recognized Phil's voice "what's up" Bruno replied greeting him inside with a fist smack and a hug. "Hi Rosaaa" he exclaimed in excitement exchanging a tight hug with me. I stood still unable to respond to his reaction "Rosa!!" I hear Gia scream and pop from in front of Bruno making her way over to me with a long warm hug. "Gia..." I mumbled trying to pull her off me "I'm sorry, I just miss you so much " she begins to cry and I squeeze Bruno's hand tighter.