"Wanting To Be Yours"

Prologue

"I just want to be yours, Anikaze......" he said. His eyes were begging.

I scoffed. Damn this man.

I smiled.

"You're already mine.." I replied.

Love is a connection we can't explain.

He loved her with all his heart. She owns his mind, soul and, heart.

She knew she loved him when home went from being a place to being a person.

But the problem is she is afraid to risk everything. She is afraid about the consequences.

After all who isn't scared of commitment.

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"Doc! Doc! Another patient in the e.r!" my nurse said. My forehead creased.

Kakatapos ko lang sa isang operasyon meron na naman.

Agad akong tumakbo patungong e.r pinagtinginan ako ng mga tao pero wala akong pake.

Sinalubong ko ang pasyente na kasalukuyang naliligo sa sariling dugo at nasa stretcher. Fuck shit this is bad.

Di namin ma-identify kung ano yun.

"What happened to the patient?!" tanong ko sa kasama nito. Taranta naman silang sinagot ako.

"D-di po n-namin a-alam,basta po bumulagta nalang siya sa sahig tulongan niyo po anak ko doc" umiiyak na sabi ng ginang.

Tumango ako at sumampa sa stretcher na handa nang pumunta sa e.r.

"I'll do my best."

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Nalinis ang dugo mula sa katawan ng pasyente at nagulat ako sa nakita ko.

I can't even guarantee if the patient will damn survive. Dahil hindi masyadong pamilyar ang mga surgeon na kasama ko ngayon sa sakit ng pasyente. Tinuruan ko sila and good thing mabilisan naming naagapan yun.

His heartbeat was being monitored and its now stable.

Thank God.

Ako pinaka last lumabas. Natagalan ako sa paghugas ng kamay. I was staring at it for a long time.

Ng makalabas. Agad akong sinalubong ng parents ng binata na pasyente. I think?

"D-doc kumusta anak ko?"tanong ng ginang.

Tipid akong ngumiti. "Okay lang ho siya sa awa ng Diyos. Mahina po ang puso niya at kung maaari we need a heart donor as soon as possible."

They were shocked. Malapit ng umiyak ang nanay siguro nung binata.

"I'll try my best to help you ma'am, i know you will have a hard time finding a heart donor kaya tutulongan ko nalang po kayo. I can pull some strings." I said and she sighed in relief.

"Maraming maraming salamat doc napakabait niyo handa akong gawin kahit ano masuklian lang ang ginawa mong kabutihan sa akin at sa anak ko."

I smiled.

"Wag na po kayong mag abala gusto ko pong makatulong."

This is what I really like being a doctor, you will feel the gratitude of the relatives of your patient and the feeling is so warm.

Papunta na ako sa locker room ko para magbihis.

I sighed.

Natigilan ako ng may pares ng paa ang nasa unahan ko. Tinaas ko paningin ko para makita kung sino man ang may-ari non.

I felt like heart beat skipped a beat, i gulped.

Zeus is here! Zeus Maverick Carson is in front of me.

The man i loved the most.

The man i adore the most.

The man i cared the most.

Is standing In front of me, cold yet soft eyes looking at me.

I don't know what to feel. All the pain i felt before is coming back.

I didn't waste any second i walked away from him.

I was wanting to meet him okay?! But now is not the right time.

We both fell INLOVE with each other before.

But i guess now,

We both fall out of love.

And thats one of the facts i still cannot accept, Till this day.