I'm never leaving you

can't escape him

this is really deep.
im so sorry.

TW‼️mention of r!pe
s!icide attempt
pills
self harm

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all the memories were flooding back.

all the sleepless nights.

all the unsuccessful court trials.

It all came back to her,because she saw him at a party she went to.

The man who 2 years ago,raped her and beat her until it was too much.

The man who left a huge scar right on her left hip.

Who had taken a kitchen knife,and made that scar as he was taking advantage of her.

It all hurt too much.

Because she thought she had been somewhat free of him.

"don't move baby.don't move or i WILL do something way worse."

He had told her her that the second time it happened.

That was the second time out of ten times.

It was all too painful,she couldn't take it.

She wished she was stronger.

That she spoke up about it before it was done happening.

Before the last time.

The worst time.

When he left that scar.

"this is so no matter what,you won't forget about me"

And of course she didn't fucking forget.

How would she after everything he did to her.

She wished she could forget.

That she could escape him.

But she would never be able to.

No matter what.

maybe there is a way she thought as she held a bottle of pills in her shaky hand.

Along with a blade in her other.

it would all be over

but it was selfish,wasn't it?

wouldn't Cheryl miss her?

but she would be free of him

so it was worth it

Toni sobbed,taking the blade up to her left hip and the pill bottle up to her mouth.

She swallowed

And she cut right where it would hurt.

right on the scar.