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episode 5-opening up

WARNING TALKS ABOUT RAPE DO NOT READ IF IT WILL TRIGGER YOU

denki looks concerned, you quickly cover your arm back up, he drops his hands and looks up at you before giving you a big hug..

"why y/n that's the kind that comes from you trying to k*ll yourself.."

"it doesn't matter im not dead am i "i begin to get uncomfortable with the embrace im in

"it does matter y/k you could've died" i feel him wrap his arm around me tighter and i begin to remember

~flash back~

"please please dont do this" i pleaded

"why fatty??" the men said taking my athletic shorts down holding on to my waist

i was face down bent over a school desk. i could feel tears going down my face..

i could feel their calloused hands rub against me and touch me everywhere..

it disgusted me

they took it from me.. they took my virginity.. and they laughed about it the next day..

i still remember how they hands felt on my waist and how they felt inside me.. it hurt. so bad..

~end of flash back~

i realized i was crying and i had begun to just bend down over denkis bed as if i was ready for this situation to happen again

"hey.. y/n what are you doing" he sounded concerned

"have your way with me,, that what you wanted right." i was sobbing out loud..

he came over to me and put his hand on my back

"y/k whatever happened, i don't want to do that to you. i didnt realize that that would trigger you.. im so sorry come on get up lay on my bed while i go make popcorn, were having a movie night, we don't have to talk about it if you dont want to" he placed me on his bed and i curled up unher his blanket and texted my dad saying i was staying over with denki, he wasn't too happy but he knew i know how to hold my own so he allowed it.

denki came back and had a bowl of popcorn ad some root beer for each of us

"do you want to talk about it?"

"yeah.. i think i do.." i mumbled tears still falling

"im here to listen, i wont judge you for anyone i promise"

i told him the story*basically what was explained in the flash back so i wont go over it again*

i told his how they called my pig, fat, fatty, fatso, while they did it and he was very concerned, and just listened as i explained.

"can i hug you..? i mean do you need a hug?" he said making sure i give consent

"yeah. thanks Pikachu"

*he pulled me in an embrace but avoided my waist and his instead he hugged my neck, making sure to not squeeze too hard*

"thank denki" i said wiping off my tears "i got tears on you, heh, sorry" i said

"its okay i would gladly be cried on by you milady" he bowed restoring some of the vibe that was destroyed by my outburst

"how about i invite mina and kiri over too!!"

"Sounds good to me!"i snatched the popcorn out of his hand and plopped down, he got out his phone and texted them both

"theyll be here in 10! they dont know your here so lets surprise them!!"