you doof:)

episode 10-relapse.

"yo y/n hurry up and finish your paper i want to play Mario cart" Denki saying bringing me out of my daydream

"y-yeah" i blush and start typing away for what seemed like hours, but it was only 30 minutes... it only had to be 2 pages long, and all might talked about himself all the time it was easy

i lean back in denkis desk chair with a relived sigh "im done hand me a controller" i say turning my chair towards his tv that had mario cart projected on it

"as you wish " he hamded me a controller and we started playing

~time skip 20 mins~

"BOOYA PIKACHU THATS HOW YOU FUCKIN DO IT" i yell at him putting a "L" made out of my hand on my forhead

"damn princess you really like winning dont you" he says jokingly

"hu- oh- ye- yeah- heh" i scrach the back of my head, cheeks red as tomatos very flustered

"why are you blushing prin-" i tackle him

"shut your mouth before you say something dumb, dumb ass" i say rolling around on the floor play fighting

we land with my legs around his hips, my hand above my head with him holding htem there, him on top of me.

"god damn you're sexy mamas" he rolls off of me and helps me up

"shut your big mouth you doof" he looks at me with a pout

"you know you're actually kinda cute when you blush like that" he looks at my smiling he takes a step towos me and we slowley get closer..

*ding*

a text comes from his phone

"better go look at that that" i smile playfully and dodge the kiss

"tease" he pouts and walks over to his phone

"its mina, wanna go out for ice cream now?"

"HECK YEAH I DO" i grab my coat and head for the door

"i hope you dont mind me saying this... but i know you have trouble with your body... so i hope it will help" he gulps

"what is it?" i ask

"you have a uh- a really nice body.."

my playful attitude turns into disapointment hearing this statement.. i turn around and open the door.. "the gang i wont be able to make it tonight..." and i walk out of his house i break a tear and he chases after me asking whats wrong

"im sorry y/n i didnt mean to upset you"

he only likes you for your body

"please y/n i didnt mean to upset you"

he just wants to use you

i ignore him and walk home, crying over the voices in my head telling me im a whore and a slut becuase the imput he made on me body

I walk inside and dad says hello, i put on a fake smile and say hi and i have homework to do so ill be in my room.

i walk in my room close the door behind me look it and slide down the back of it... i start crying and wondering if thats all he wanted me for.. who am i kidding... of course it is...

i go to my bed and reach down into the secret department i had made, i pulled out a razor blade, it shined in the light coming from my window, i close my curtains and pull up my sleeve

i cut arcross my arm horisontally

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