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chapter 28-sleepover

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i couldn't hold it in anymore. i sat in a puddle crying, "i'm fine kiri just- just go"i said i between sobs. before i had time to look up again i felt warm arms wrap around me i clung to his back and sobbed into his chest, he played with my hair and held me "its okay y/n i'm here" he shushed he picked me up and set me on the couch. "i'm going to get some snacks okay? pick out something to watch" he reassured walking to the kitchen. i turned on the tv and clicked on Hulu.. putting on an anime called 'ouran high school host club' i waited until he got back to press play.

when he came back he had two cans of coke, popcorn, gummy bears, and two instant ramen cups.. "i've never heard of this?can we watch from the beggining?" he asked i nodded and presse play. he took out his phone "do you want denki here?" i nodded "what about mina and tsu?" i nodded "and what about deku and bakubro?" i laughed at the nickname and nodded he sent a text to the group chat

hot bitches

kiri- y/n house be here asap
denki-On my way!
mina- you got it!!
tsu-sure thing🐸
bakugo-what's the runt want?
deku-sure!

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kiri put his arm around me and i continued to cry a little but we laughed at the show.. we left the door unlocked and denki. opened the door "AYO?!" he screamed running over to kiri when he noticed i was crying "oh my god baby, what's wrong??" he asked desperately "lets wait for everyone else to get here 'kay?" i said patting beside me as a signal to sit down,

next to show up was deku, he noticed i was crying and gave me a fist bump "you really know how to cheer someone up" i said sarcastically as he made a dramatic 'boom'. shortly after him was tsu she froggy hopped over to me and gave me a big hug. and stole a gummy bear..

next mina and bakugo walked in together shoving each other mina saw my tears and tackled me and suffocated me with *platonic* kisses "oi dumbass, dry it up" bakugo said stealing my ramen "what're we watching?" tsu asked "ouran highschool host club" i said rewinding the show to the beginning. denki paused it "tell us what is wrong, then we can watch it" taking my hands in his.. "if i tell you someone will get hurt.." i said to my friends.. 

"tell us, were not going anywhere" mina said putting away her funny attitude i sighed "dabi" i said plainly 'dabi you said that name in your dream on night??" denki said confused

"he uh- he is the one that.. ill just start from the beginning.. after i was kidnapped the league brought me to a bar, shigarki kept telling me to join, and i called him a pervert. so.." i took a deep breath "he stripped me naked and handcuffed me to a radiator.. as punishment, i guess.. and after that a man with purple scars came in the room and his touched my waist.. only my waist though.. he called himself dabi.. he uncuffed me and i put on my clothes and tried to run, when he grabbed me and held me against him.. i felt his... thing grow and he said he wasn't going to do anything, then i went to my moms.." i said trying not to look at denki " flash forward to today, he was in the stands watching me, so. i had a panic attack. when denki left to go tell you all that i was okay, he came in the room.. and said, if i don't want everyone i love to die, i would be a.. a- a slut- for the league and kirishima, bakugo, deku, and denki.." everything started piecing together for denki "thats why you said you would d- do it with kiri and bakubro?" he asked "yes, i'm so sorry, we can't go to the police, he is dangerous.. i can feel it." the nodded and agreed no one but denki would offer to or try to have sex with me. "is it okay if i cross my fingers" bakugo joked.. denki zapped him and then wrapped me in a tight embrace.. "i love you idiots.. that includes bakugo" i say tears pricking my eyes.. "we love you too" deku says giving me another fist bump.. "your one big idiot.." i said to him.. "sleepover ?" mina asked

i smiled and said "yes, that would make me happy.."

~~later that evening~~
after joking around, playing games and being regular teenagers. i went to the bathroom, were i would have to be alone with my thoughts

you're a slut

i reached for the drawer taking out a small razor

what a fucking whore

i raised my sleeve and.. one cut..

two cuts

three cuts

four..

five..

the number kept increasing i didn't want to die, but i wanted to punish myself. i heard denki call my name from the living room, i wrapped toilet paper around my wrist and pulled my sleeve down..

'were you taking a shit?" bakugo asks shoving hot cheetos in his mouth "you know there's a word in english to describe someone like you.. i think its shit bug" i said to him he became enraged and i laughed denki handed me a controller and i took my turn at a game of fortnite i got 25 "yo you suck balls" kiri joked taking the controller from me "quite regularly actually" i say smugly and denki chokes on his drink. "you okay big guy?" i ask innocently he blushes and everyone looked me in disgust i laugh and brush it off "lets play just dance!!!" mina beamed "HELL YEAH" we said in unision inserting the just dance disk. i hand denki, mina, bakugo and keep one for myself as the music starts playing

we danced to the music getting nearly all perfects, especially mina, she could dance crazy good.. 'shit shit shit' i felt some toilet paper fall from my sleeve i look down and there's blood on it, i place my foot over it and continue to dance, i feel a warm stream go down my hand, and i angle my arms up and act like i'm adjusting my sleeve to wipe up the blood.. "y/n are you bleeding?" kiri asked looking at my hand, i looked down and i missed a drop, it fell down my hand and to the it of my finger.. everyone stopped.. denki took my ar and i snatched it away from him. he looed t me with sadness. "night everyone" i faked a yawn and tried to run to my room, but i was stopped my bakugo. "oh hey, didn't see you there" i said on my ass

denki walked over and took my arm and pulled up the sleeve, seeing smudged blood with bloody paper towels with at least 10 horizontal cuts going up my arm i looked at him, embarrass and he lulled me. into a hug "you could've asked for help darling" he said hugging me tight "i- i'm sorry" i said blankly "its okay, don't apologize, were are so proud of you for trying okay?" mina said sitting down joining in a hug "you did so good dude" irish said patting my head " ribbit. we love you so much, you are so beautiful" tsu said joining in deku hugged me aswell, bakugo did not "we're your first aid? i'll get you cleaned up" he said that was his way of showing he cared "in the bathroom.." i said muffled y all the bodies that surrounded me.

we were in the bathroom alone. he cleaned me up and wrapped bandages around my arm.. before i could leave he hugged me "tell anyone about this and ill kill you runt." he said "i'm proud of you.. okay? your so s- strong.. i. guess" i smiled and hugged him back "thank you suki" i said coming up with a nickname on the spot "the hell you just call me?" he asked "suki.. its anew nickname" i said releasing from his hug we walked out of the bathroom and into the living room, "i think thats worse than kachan " he stated calmly "our can i call you that too??" i teased poking him in his side "no way in hell runt" i laughe everyone looked startled at the sight of bakugo being soft "bakubro you've gone soft" kiri said "THE FUCK YOU JUST SAY TO ME ROCK BOY?!" he shouted taking on his other personality. "there's my best friend" he joked "i'll fucking kill you" he sai sitting down beside me "besides, y/n is my best friend" he put his arm around me and denki shocked him

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